Hello TheMystic,
Welcome to the Nexus. Thank you for submitting an Introduction Essay.
I LOL'd at old school goat. We are having a number of "re-entry students" join up these days, a number of folks who have a few decades experience under the belts. I think it's wonderful,
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So, now that you feel you have this new freedom and want to get back to psychedelics, what do you hope to achieve, what are you looking for, if anything?
You have come to the Nexus during revolutionary/forced evolution times. Our primary DMT plant source for extracting freebase is no longer procurable. Thus, a huge push is being made forward to find and analyze new DMT plants as well as create new extraction teks and grow from seeds at home. It may mean you have to wait awhile, but it's exciting how fast progress is being made.
In the interim, you can always grow mushrooms at home, brew ayahuasca, grow cactus, etc. There are many entheogenic options and the Nexus has sub-fora on all of them.
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So, please take a good look around - I suspect you will like what you see.
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
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