Spice and I met at the age of bush. I had never heard of it till a good friend converted me and soon i was on my mission to find the rabbit hole. After years of classical 5 min trips i got more and more intrested in oraly active spice with a inhibitor and when that chance came i jumped in head first with no fear. MISTAKE!!!!! I had gotten cocky after all my sucessfull 5 min voyages (i know it might be more like 10min but what the heck is time anyways!).

I did prepare for this day by fasting for 24 hours and following the maoi diet for about a week and half ,my friend did not. When i arrived at my buddys house collectively 350mg of harmoline extract vanished some in salt form and some in freebase. Next we dumped the spice in orange juice stirred and took down the shot. 187mg for yo 100mg for joe. Next we went to play freesby. Within about 20 min i felt "shroomy" and colors were more vivid and we started walking back to his apartment. Only this time instead of walking over the 2 foot fench i had to lay down on it and slide my self across. When we got back inside i crashed to the carpet and just layed down it felt just right. Soon my friend threw up again and again and again.

I could feel every inch of my skin i felt the love i kept saying i love you to my friend it was like i couldnt control my actions (bad sign FYI loosing your mind is coolish only when you have control over your body) Soon the love would vanish because i had forgoten everything i remember looking around this room unaware of where i was ,who i was, what i was with. I was like a new born baby but every once and a while id start to remembering in this order A. Where i am B. Who i am with C. What i am on D. How my friend warned me. When i would come back to a full stage of awareness i would say something along the lines of (holy sh**) and then beg with someone (God my friend? idk anyone) PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont let me forget but just like that id leave and come back to realization 30 min to a hour later mid sentence talking about something i dont even know about i remember my friend was pissed off at me when i came back to awareness one time beacause i was talking about steve jobs for a hour whom i know nothing about.

But it was this kind of cycle ,id forget, remember, and black out over and over again. The weird thing to me though is that i wasnt forgetting who i was with or where i was because of the visuals like i had them going yes but i could still tell where i was it just looked diffrent it was something else was effecting my actions something deeper than visuals. Although i do remember one intense visual expiernce i had that day. I thought my buddy was bleeding and dying i kept asking him if he was alright and he told me he felt good and then i blacked out again. Next i remember, my friend gives me a orange i look at it and before i can think i put the whole orange peel and all in my mouth and almost choked on it spit it on the floor and then picked it up a few seconds later apologizing to my friend. At this point in my trip things went from bad to worse.

When someone would talk i would hear what they said first and then see there lips move i thought i was predciting the future so i thought i was dreaming. Next i leave my friends house and drive home im driving and all of a sudden my brain tells me im about to crash and then i do crash into a curb i walk out of my car leave it running and walk back to my "friends" (get it? friends dont let friends drive like that) at this point it felt like a lucid dream i knew what was going to happen like what i was going to hear/see/feel before i saw it its really hard to describe but the timing in my brain was way off i kinda thought i was predicting the future by 5 seconds which led me to think i was in a dream and i almost jumped in front of a moving car to wake my self up but i didnt because i felt a jolt up my back before i did it (fear) so i knew i was awake. Moral of the story is......ummmmmm i cant say that was enjoyable or safe but there is knownledge there maybe i just did it all wrong?

Sounds awesome !! thanks for sharing


LOL missed the car part!! wtf, why?? I know why though. but that part was pretty damn shocking. Glad you are alright man. Shit : S And staying away from driving is a pretty good insurance while on maoi

For the love of god, dude, don't ever get behind the wheel (or in the street) while on psychedelics.

Not cool, man, not cool... For yourself and the community.

Not much to add, except that I'm glad you didn't hurt someone else or end up as a DMT news story.

Very, very dumb.

Yeah it was dumb and i am lucky. I just had this attitude towards tripping that i could control it which honestly i was able to every expierence ive had except this one (not control what i was seeing control how i was acting). So i really deserved this to happen but my reason for sharing is maybe someone will read this who was like me and will use more caution...

Totally, sharing such things is a good idea. alot of folks think they can controll driving under the influense, but in reality its not the case. and sharing stories like this is only good, so others can learn from it. me included

There you go. Lesson learned.

Welcome to the nexus.

Hello NeverAgain,

Welcome to the Nexus. Thank you very much for sharing that experience report. Speaking as a person (so is my husband, sadly) who has had a large number of family members die due to DUI's with drugs, alcohol, with themselves, with others being involved, etc, I must admit that was a bit of a harrowing read for me when you said you got into your car. I'm thinking to myself - "Did I understand this correctly? He took a big dose of MAOI after fasting for a day, then a truly massive dose of DMT, suffered a blackout, then a short while later (in the overall scheme of things) decided to drive home?!!???!?" I figured you'd be tripping most of the night - like 5-8 hours on those kinds of dosages.

Regardless, it sounds like some sort of lesson was learned. I'm so glad no one was hurt and/or that you are not dealing with the heavy legal ramifications of a DUI.

I am a bit confused. Had you had much psychedelic and/or DMT experience up to this point? You stated you had smoked . . .

It just seems to me taking such a massive dose then following it with a walk probably isn't the best idea. Given that one can expect possible things such as vomiting, diahrrea, irrestable trance, going out of body, blacking out, etc. I got the sense this was your first oral experience. Was it still back in the Bush era - early in your spice experiments?

I'd like to recommend future such dosings involve staying safely at home, possibly in bed, with a purge bucket handy and intention to spend the entire night home. I am at a loss to understand why folks seem to treat DMT as a recreational drug when such a heavy trance comes with it.


Regardless man, your username says it all. So, please take a good look around, read all of the text of those links in your Welcome PM (you won't regret it). I hope you like what you see. Again, welcome to the Nexus.

For some reason i felt like i was okay to drive but at first i didnt think so. My friend pretty much kicked me out because he was done trippin and i was acting weird (i kept it down for a longer time then he did by at least 2 hours he didnt diet at all) i really was mad at him for a while man i still kinda am but i shouldnt of left regardless even if i was pissing off his roomate for acting like a half-monkey human. It was like they thought i was faking it like i think i remember them saying your not tripping anymore but i think we under estimated the harmaline.
I think i felt like i was straight also because i really wasnt getting strong visuals honestly my trip was expressed through un willing talking about things i didnt want to talk about like random words like i had tourettes or random motors movement and i thought that was over but it happened when i was driving.

Why do you keep calling this guy a friend? I would sever ties with someone who kicked me out of the house while tripping knowing my only method home was to drive. At the very least, he should have called you a cab. Get away from these kinds of 'friends' before you kill someone or get locked up.

Glad to hear you're okay. Don't do it again.

Welcome to the DMT-Nexus.