Hello Nowhere Man,
Welcome to the Nexus. Thank you so much for taking time to introduce yourself.
Although as a New Member you are limited as to where you can post, all you need to do is log on to be able to view the entire contents of the forum.
I'm so glad you have found the Smoking section. Right below that is the Changa section which I think will be relevant to you.
Have you extracted your own spice? It kind of sounds like maybe not. I cannot recommend it highly enough - it not only increases your immediate supply but it reduces fear/concerns and answers questions like what was done to it when and why.
I would also highly recommend making changa if you are having smoking difficulties. That and/or investing in one of the vaporgenie pipes. These make vaping/smoking much easier in my opinion.
So, yeah, take a good look around. Please take some time to read all of those links in your welcome pm. It's a lot of information but it gives you a good sense of the rules and culture of this place, which is half the work to getting promoted.
Okay, always great to have a New Member join up.
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
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