Hi,
im trying to find out if other people have had similar expriences with lucid dreaming.
Iv been lucid dreaming for 15-16 years since i was very young, and back the it was very easy, effortless and it would happen unintentionally. But the older i got became harder, which could have something to do with diet and the crap and unnatural modification of food which many believe effects your pineal gland.
But anyway, i have been using Lucid dreaming to look for answers and gain knowledge with very good success, but it seems that since i started my experiments and got very good results there is a force and entities within the dream state reality trying to prevent me from becoming lucid.
I have a good dream recall and used to keep a journal, so even the dreams whee i wasnt lucid i still remeber what happened and how i felt. If you pay attention in your dream you will see that when you arnt "lucid" and getting foooled that it is your physical reality you feel a curtain way, the same feeling when your carrier away with some activity, loose track of time and forgot about everything els. When you become lucid a rush of energy takes you over, where you will exhilirated and excited and you feel alive and ready for adventure.
Well on several occasions in recent times i have had a exprience where i was in a dream where i was captured by some entities or CIA type people and taken to a lab where i was tied down and injected with some substance, when afetr injected it filled me with a particular feeling of dumbed down sort of the same feeling that doesnt allow you to think and realise your in a dream and not allowing you to become lucid.
Last time after trying for about a week or 2 i began lucid dreaming, until that happened and it didnt happen again for long time regardless of how hard i tried or what mentality i used, which always used to get me lucid dreams. So eventually i overcame it and began some lucid dreaming until 2 month go where again i was captured and injected and since then again its almost imposible.
I have searched google and yahoo answers and there are some people with the exact same exprience
anyone have any idea?