Smoked Dmt 21/11/2012
50mg (did not get it all in)

It was my second time smoking DMT. The first had been with my two best friends a few years earlier. One of which was my cousin who unfortunately has passed away this year. My friend was with me again together with another good friend (Paul).
This time I wanted to keep as much smoke inside my lungs as I didn't breakthrough the first time.
My friend was lighting the vaporizer for me which turned out to be wrong. The result being that I burned my throat. I took this uncomfortable feeling into the trip with me. I had trouble swallowing and this was holding me back. I did see these amazing colours, which seemed to be very organic. They were beaing stacked over one another like building blocks. I had the feeling that there was this other “being” there creating all these things. I did not see the being, but I did feel its presence. Also, I had read about a lot of people expressing the dmt experience as a catapult into hyperspace. For me this was not the case. It was like the world was smacked into my face, in front of my naked being with no choice but to look at it. It seemed as if the world came to me instead of vice versa.

The uncomfortable feeling in my throat caused me to open my eyes abruptly, looking at my friends sitting next to me. This was one of the most strange and inspiring things I had ever witnessed. It seemed that I was able to see what they were made of. I had this kind of Matrix feeling while looking at them. The building blocks seemed to be crawling all over them, as well as my two dogs laying next to me. The quickness of the movements of these “blocks” was amazing. At the moment it felt too much for me to handle that I closed my eyes once again. The feeling in my throat was still there and very uncomfortable to the point where anxiety took over me. Luckily I was able to calm down pretty quickly, being almost dragged into this tunnel to the right of me. It seemed as if the being was showing me the way, at least that is how it felt. By that time I was slowly coming back.

As I opened my eyes, I looked at my friend, my vision was still distorted but not as much as the first time opening my eyes. This is when the most strange thing happened. The friend to the left of me (Paul) asked how it was and how I was feeling. At that exact moment he morphed into my cousin. It seemed as if my cousin was talking to me through Paul with his expression and all. It was so strange and weird, but not scary at all. It actually felt comforting. I told him that I was getting a good vibe from that side. I told him what I was seeing. It was so real, it looked as if my cousin had gone into Paul for the time being and talked to me through him, gesturing as he did and with the same expression in his eyes.

After the feeling had passed and I was back completely I started explaining how it was. We talked about me seeing my cousin inside of him. We were both very close to my cousin and we had realised that we had assimilated movements and expressions from him since he had passed away. My friend told me that he understood perfectly why I had seen my cousin, he had noticed this. It was a very strange yet comforting feeling. We came to the conclusion that the saying, that people who have passed live on inside us may not be that far away from the truth after all.

I can now say that I will remember more about what happened when having my eyes open then when having them closed with this experience.
Also that I should heat up the vaporiser myself next time so that I can control the heat myself!

All comments and suggestions are welcome.

Wow, great report

It is mind blowing at the realism that DMT can create. Sometimes it feels like real magic to me