My beginner's interest in DMT stems from both the experiential (sounds like one of them most amazing experiences humans can go through) as well as the quasi-philosophical. Since i have yet to successfully extract, this post will concern the latter, for whomever may be interested. I realize that this is a little like a virgin talking about sex, but bear with me if you are so inclined.
I have a background in biology, and have long been interested in the notion that humans as well as all known life are made of the exact same things as everything else... it is assumed that the organization of these elements, ie. how they are put together that results in the sentient/conscious experience. I mean literally the same stuff... all of the carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen, oxygen, phosphorus, sulfur and trace elements that comprise us used to exist as stardust, coffee tables, tree bark, etc. If it is true that matter can neither be created, nor destroyed (the prevailing scientific notion), then every particle in your body has existed since the big bang and has assumed a different form for the last 13+ billion years. You are not even the same cells that you used to be... roughly every 7 yrs or so, all of your cells have died and been replaced.
This leads me to ponder that if the building blocks have never changed, only 're-shuffled the deck', then does our conscious experience result merely from the code of assembly (how these particles are arranged to form a nervous system, etc), or does the potential for information exist all the way down to the particle level?
What does all of this have to do with DMT? Well, I am curious how such as simple compound that exists nearly everywhere and is only a few small enzymatic steps from tryptophan can alter our conscious experience as drastically as I have read in many reports. Is it a possibility that whatever lifeforce (please excuse the new-agey term) exists in us also exists in the most seemingly inanimate particles and we are just an manifestation/expression of some of those particles?
If I have learned anything from years of mushroom experiences, it is that the separation between self and other is to a large degree illusionary, and that all that exists is more like a continuous ocean of particles and energy than a collection of distinctly separate entities. To realize that you are a manifestation of 'all there is' instead of a stranger in a strange land was very profound for me, and I hope that my impending dmt experiences will continue where mushrooms left off.
Thank you for reading a long winded, and rambling set of ideas. Love to you all,
Amygdala
βWhat goes on inside is just too fast and huge and all interconnected for words to do more than barely sketch the outlines of at most one tiny little part of it at any given instant.β - David Foster Wallace