Wooow, I tried adding some Mugwort yesterday with some surprising results.
I decided to roll a small joint of Mugwort and sprinkle some of my Changa throughout the last half. It was quite a small amount (if I had to guess I doubt it would have exceeded 30-40mg of Changa, 15-20mg of DMT) but it was so beautiful.
To share my experience properly I'll have to share a small amount of background information, so bare with me
Recently I had the humongous intuitive urge while meditating to buy this amazing Quartz point with an intense green Chlorite phantom, perfect little Pyrite cubes growing inside and these fuzzy little balls of yellow Calcite, some beautiful golden rutilations and some red spots of hematite here and there. I had been looking at this crystal every time I'd walked into the store for slightly over a year, as the first time I had ever picked it up my entire body instantly was overcome with an energy rush (not dissimilar to the onset of a DMT trip)
So anyway, having absolutely no money I asked the universe to deliver me the means to obtain it, and here I am (though $200 in debt) with this beautiful being. I wanted to know a little more about some of the specific formations of my crystal and was doing some reading, it has this almost arrowhead shaped face with 5 sides which they refer to as an Isis crystal.
I was reading about the Isis crystal in this book "Crystalline Transmission - A Synthesis of Light" by Katrina Raphaell and there was a beautiful story about Isis and her personal healing journey after her husband Osiris was murdered by Set. (Egyptian gods if anybody here is unfamiliar)
So anyway, I suppose it was around quarter past 5 in the afternoon or so didn't really pay any attention to the clock and I was sitting outside in the beautiful sunshine and decided to light up my Mugwort/Changa joint. As the intense energy rush settled into my body I stood up and walked myself to a spot where I was getting the sunshine over my whole body (was starting to drop below a building roof out of sight) and held both arms outstretched just soaking in the light.
The first thing I noticed after standing in this position for 20-30 seconds was that I had a masculine being on my right and a feminine being on my left holding my hands. I was moving my thumbs over their hands and it felt just as real as holding any physical hand. It felt ridiculously soothing and comforting and at the same time I could see with my eyes closed a giant white stream of light linking directly from the sun to the tip of my head (Crown Chakra) and bathing my entire body.
Now I'm not usually a person that prays, especially not to some specific Deity so this next part was a little out of the ordinary for me. I had the intuition come through to say a prayer to Isis and ask for her assistance in healing myself and my own emotional pain and instantaneously upon finishing my prayer a gigantic white light appeared in front of my vision (very roughly in the shape of a person but you couldn't make out any features it was waaay too bright) and I could feel all the tension and stress and dis-ease/discomfort in my body being washed away.
This went on for quite some time (at least it felt that way, the entire experience was spent standing with arms outstretched and eyes closed and my perception of time had been completely altered) until the gigantic light began to fade into the distance and I thanked Isis for her assistance. As soon as I had finished saying thanks I opened my eyes, walked forwards to my little table I had been sitting at when I sparked the joint and picked up my phone to see the time was 5:55. Considering that the number of Isis is 5 I was slightly in shock and yet at the same time incredibly grateful for the sign.
No Knowing wrote:It does make me tired afterwards more than caapi or calea. So this narrows down the situations it is useful for.
This seems true for me as I was physically drained after the experience and simply wanted to sleep.
No Knowing wrote:Using it before bed has led to intense dreaming.
Intense dreaming being an understatement in my case
I proceeded to have at least 5-6 of the most vivid dreams in my life that I can bring to memory.
Funnily enough one of them was a lady teaching me about my new phantom Isis crystal and she seemed to be in shock upon seeing the Chlorite phantom. She let me know that this crystal held some incredibly intense personal lessons for me, mainly to do with integrating and accepting the shadow aspects of myself.
I plan on trying perhaps double/triple the dose and smoking through a stronger hitting device than a joint next time which I will also add into this thread in-case anybody is interested, but I definitely think when I get around to creating my own Changa blend I will be throwing some Mugwort in there.
If you made it this far thanks for reading
Love & Light