Hello budzeno,
Welcome to the Nexus. I enjoyed reading your introductory essay.
I am sorry you find yourself entering into this at a time when MHRB is no longer easily accessible. There is a lot of research being done here on alternate resoures such as acacia, phalaris and others. Please just log on and start taking a good look around at all the sub-fora. I suspect you will like what you see.
Also, the wiki link in the upper right hand corner of your forum pages will lead you to a plethora of extraction teks for various entheogenic plants. It is updated periodically and worth checking in on periodically. It would be great if you could become an active member involved in some of this alternate resourcing. Also, there is a suppliers section that will offer links to places that offer seeds of entheogenic plants, as a big push is being done to have us "grow our own," whenever possible.
Anyway, it's a big Nexus - worth taking a good, long look around at. . . . and yeah, don't hesitate to post questions.
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
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