i guess my story begins when i was young, i was drawn to spiritual and religious reading since i can remember, had an alter in my room since i was a child and my parents did not enforce this behaviour at all. as soone as i finished school the first thing i did was go to india on a great pilgrimage many years past of travelling the world and i came back to live in canada and a person came to me and they said i did something this week its going to sound crazy but it gave me an instant out of body experience and i was told to bring this to you and its called dmt. after i tried it for the first time i knew instantly there was something here i was looking for. i have done many ayahuasca cermonies, cactus ceremonies, and smoked more dmt then anyone i have met. im love being on this site with a collective of like minded people, if i was a member i can say that i value sincerely what this site is all about and would love to be a full member to help spread the great wisdom of our true nature.

I don't intend to make an annoying spelling comment...but: Do you mean you had an "alter" in your bedroom from an early age, or an "altar?"

Believe me, on this forum, it could easily be interpreted EITHER way--and either way probably wouldn't surprise anyone.

BTW, by "alter" I mean...some sort of ghostly "alternate" presence; by "altar" I mean a setting of items of religious significance to you. I think you probably mean "altar," but if you indeed mean "alter" you're reporting to us something QUITE different from "altar" LOL

altar meaning a space with items that would be a reminder of the space i hold such as a buddha, some pictures of teachers and other items

Cool.

Welcome, anabolic_hippie!

Hello anabolic_hippie,

Welcome to the Nexus and thanks for taking the time to write an introduction essay.

Do you extract your own DMT? I hope so.

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Again, a warm welcome to you.

yes i do extract my own dmt since my first experience i wanted to know everything about it and wanted to get my own and now i tryto offer that gift to others who are looking for it. thanx for the reply im happy to be here part of this site