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Hi Gman. Thanks for sharing your story. I am glad to hear you've somewhat recovered from your ordeal and found a brighter path. I noticed that a lot of your history is with drugs other than psychedelics. I'm curious, from your perspective, why DMT was able to provide you the therapy that LSD and mushrooms did not. Not that understanding these things is ever easy.

Beautiful story. I can relate to you on SO many levels. Particularly the "Search" you were on. I did the same, wanted the same, and destroyed myself utterly the same.

Isn't it interesting what lengths we humans will go to, and to what poisonous and destructive means we will use looking for "Why?".

I killed myself one night, but was, for some reason, granted a return here. I do not question the why of it as I once did I just know I'm back and I have nothing but empathy for a story like yours. Welcome to the forum! I've not extracted any DMT yet, but I was a chemist long ago so this is not a complex task for me. I'm certain when I do I'll be right back to where I once was. Like you, my research ultimately led me here.

My story-

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=37451

Welcome!

AstralFlyer

GMan,

Welcome to the Nexus. I am glad you made! I wish you continued happiness and success on your path. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope people in a similar situation can take some solace and inspiration from stories like yours and AstralFlyer. Glad to have the both of you aboard!

Would love to hear/read about your experiences in the "First Steps in Hyperspace" section!