What's up fam. i 4got the password to my old account (guardian) so i make a new one.

have had some experiences with the sacrament [_ 5 D lately that made me question my entire nature. it began with a vision of wings, then a strange machine appeared in my vision, a series of flashing lights mixed with this loc'd out sub harmonic technology aligned my DNA in the most curious fashion.... the effects were scaly to say the least. God, i've never felt so functional or capable as that.

throughout my extractions and countless experiences, i have learned infinite knowledge. This knowledge is hard for me to integrate in 3D 'reality' i may not journey into space anymore, but still i feel their presence. i see the ways of the world and my heart is hardened to it all. i find it difficult to integrate into society. if i could go back i would not have journeyed so much at this young age. since i was a child, i sought truth. having found it, i ... don't know how to live. i will things into my life. the matrix is slightly flexible for me. the gods have offered great gifts of protection to me. As a young adult maturing, i hope to find my niche in life. sometimes the uncertainty is a lot to bear.

more than anything, i join the nexus seeking guidance from my elders. if any of you could shed light on my situation, the truth would be a priceless gift. PM box is always open if you wanna chat.

P.S. Did you check that DMT ILLUMINATI Dark NExus Conspiracy thread? that shit is fuckin' wack imo

the pictures were too small too read and i couldn't figure out how to enlarge them.

but it does seem more likely that it was an april fool's joke than traveler being a government disinformation agent.

If i do remember correctly, the april fool's joke was the senior members posting numerous threads encouraging the use of crack cocaine. HILARIOUS! crack comedy is always funny. but, nope, no hidden threads pertaining to the trade of organs were found by me. Guess i wasn't an Elite enough Dawg to be invited to read the hidden sadistic ''jokes''..... Look, people get chopped up and sold for their organs all the time right? no big deal. Ritualistic human sacrifice and cannibalism is the way of the world. more power to them. (literally).

i'm not saying that the members of the DMT-Nexus had anything to do with such black market trading, but to joke of such is in very poor taste.
Pardon my abrasive writing style, i do not mean to personally offend or reflect poorly on the DMT-Nexus or any of it's members. Nor do i make false accusations towards any of the members. I wish i was sheeple enough to laugh at the tinfoil hat wearing conspiracy guys, like everyone else, but these ineffable truths set me free. While i do not speak of them out loud (for fear of losing professional credibility) i cannot deny them.

Enough about that days old played out thread, no need to beat the dead conspiratorial horse any longer. i was just dropping by to say hello. maybe weave some of my edgy beliefs throughout. i'm not trying to front, it's just the way i am.

im hella embarrassed you guys >__< Solid first impressions are pretty rare with me ha :\ i posted my previous comments after 30 hours of wakefulness. Some amphetamine psychosis likely exacerbated by all the cannabis i smoked, gave me these delusions which i assumed to be true. Really stupid of me to bring my paranoid illusions onto these boards, i should know better. i commit to posting only when i am in a sound state of mind. Catch y'all around ha