Although I am new to the forums here I can already feel a sense of common knowledge shared amongst the users of Nexus. Now how I only wish I could find this in real life. But that's irrelevant at this point.

My name is Steven, I live in New Orleans and it's a love/hate relationship. I have my reasons for this. The city is filled with culture, heritage, great music and food, corruption, voodoo, the weak minded.. among other things both good and bad. I was born on the cusp of Libra and Virgo thus spawning my name, blindjustice.

I have been what you can call awakened in the past few months, among with a number of other people including my friends and even snoop dogg now known as snoop lion. When I heard of this and I watched his interview and I was almost dumb founded. It made me think that this was possibly happening to other people too. A world wide awakening?

Tonight though, i've experienced something different out there. This wasn't the pleasant blue and white world I knew so far. This was a dark place. black and red, an evil place with something out the get me. But every time an effort was made to scare me, to destroy me (much like a boss battle) I destroyed this being with no fear or hesitation but I would realize and remember about the traps that were set. But when this thing was destroyed... it regenerated in a different form only to be destroyed again.

As you can tell.. this ain't too good. I know why this is happening and I know I stepped into something deep but I know that I can't get rid of it effectively if I don't expand my mind, so that's what brought me here. To talk to people, to get more of an understanding on what's going on. To try and grasp it while in my body.

I'm going out on a limb here and I sound insane but I hope you guys kinda get what i'm saying.

Welcome to the nexus, this is the greatest place to learn from people all over the world and teach also. You will find that no one will judge you here. We all have the same common goals here.

To go on what you said I feel like I am pretty perceptive, and part of this is because I am always a huge skeptic and an open minded believer at the same time. I try to see everything from every view and my conclusions are always evolving. "Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it." - Andre Gide said that it means a lot to me. I have felt a change in everything, call it what you will a spiritual awakening, a perception a vision what ever you call it I can feel it. A lot of people I know have felt similar too. Christian nuts who believe the world will end in December say that it is the awakening of your spirit to receive final judgement. Well Christians are close minded idiots, and they say this every year. I cant even speculate if this even means anything or is a real happening or just us being open to suggestion. What I can tell you though is your not insane until you stop asking questions, and start accepting anti-secular ideas or giving in to your own weakness and let them control your willpower and freedom.

Thanks for joining the battle to learn my friend and I look forward to seeing you around.

PM me any time

-Sirus