So I am new to DMT and have only traveled in 4 times now and the first two experiences were great what is bothering me now is the last 2 times I have traveled in I have had a purging experience.

My first purge i didnt really seem to have an experience i can call upon. I smoked, walked around a little sat down and then just purged what looked like ghostly matter or goo with a face in it that tried talking to me, but I didnt want to talk to it and then spider webs covered the bucket and I was out of the trip. After the trip I have never felt so relieved and relaxed it made me excited to go in again a few weeks later.

My second purge happened a few days ago and it was strange. My trip started good and then went into that i can only define as a "bad" trip though I feel like the experience was positive. What was strange about the second purge is while in the trip i walked around and eventually felt like i was living Day javu of the first purging experience. I felt like everything that was happening during my second purging trip was the exact way it went through my first one and I felt like it had happened millions of times before. I ended up sitting in the same spot outside and proceeded to what i thought was throwing up, when I was done purging I felt like I had just got done with the worse flu of my life and just like the first time nothing but spit came out. After I sat there staring at the ground for 5 minutes very aware of everything around me, but not at all concerned with it. While staring at the ground i had reality on the left side of my peripheral vision and then whatever the DMT was trying to show me on my right side, in the middle was the bucket i had just purged in and after that 5 minutes was up I was out of the trip.

Both experiences have left me in a better state of mind and I feel better about life, I was just wondering if anyone else had any similar experiences with purging? or any experience with purging, I kind of want to do DMT again, but I dont want to purge again. While afterwards I feel better, the act of purging isnt much fun and I want to see what else these experiences have to show me.

Any advice/input/ comments/ and shared storries are appreciated

Purging sometimes happens with DMT even without harmalas and can be very liberating.

However I do want to advise you to be very cautious regarding walking around while under the effects of dmt! If you have an experienced sitter with you to make sure you don't hurt yourself or other mishaps that's one thing but to be walking around during a dmt journey can be deadly. I lost a friend this past summer drowning in a river while smoking dmt alone. Please be careful we all need to look out for one another and keep things safe above all else.