PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: happy, not very nervous
(physical condition) Set: slightly hungover
Setting (location): Home, bedroom on bed
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) 10:33pm straight dark
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication) alcohol, pot, night before. 12mg DMT 30 minutes before this dose
last meal: (Time and type)2 slices of some dank pizza

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) Male
body weight: (in kg pls) 138 lbs
known sensitivities: none
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form) experienced

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)DMT
Dose(s): 20mg
Method of administration: meth bong, vaporized


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 10:30 pm
Duration: (x hours) 10 minutes
First effects: fast onset, very light body load, slight carrier wave
Peak: 1 minute?
Come down:
Baseline: 30 minutes

Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 4000!
Unplesantness: (0-4) 0 less than zero actually
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 4000!
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration) 3, feel sharp and I feel awesome. 20-30 minutes


REPORT

This was my first breakthrough. I am very excited and pleased for this to finally happen. Anyways...

So i was tossing the idea back and forth all day whether or not to dose. I have been kinda down on myself about not having had a breakthrough all this time. Finally i got the courage in me to decide to take a small dose atleast, with the possibility to take more afterwards. I dosed around 12mg, had an awesome experience. That left me feeling light and happy. Feeling much less anxiety at this point I decided to go ahead and load 20mg and then sit on it until I felt it was time. I sat on nexus chat for a bit, then decided alright lets try this dose and then maybe I'll load a breakthrough dose after that.

I sat on the edge of the bed and cleared my lungs and my thoughts. Filled the chamber, cleared it. Got up and turned off the lights, pulled the beanie over my head laid down. The onset isnt so clear it came on pretty light unlike other times where I usually feel quite a bit of body load. I wasnt fully letting go yet, but could sense body disassociation starting to happen through the vibrations of each cell in my body.

My mind was fairly clear and I was seeing some pretty heavy visions at this point, I'm prolly about a minute in. I had a couple waves come over me, or my senses or something. I was kind of focusing on my breathing. This is the cool part for about breathing. I thought oh im breathing weird, so I tried to normalize it, then I realized that isnt what I want to do. So I slowed my breathing down till it felt like I wasnt breathing at all, for a second that didnt seem right so I tried breathing again. I could tell by the visuals, that wasnt what i wanted to do.

So then I slowly brought my breathing down till I couldnt tell if I was breathing or not and thats the last I remember of having thoughts. The visions got way more intense. i was seeing, only what I can describe as the "matrix" that makes up everything. These visuals far exceed any other fantastical DMT visuals I have ever had. It wasn't landscape or fully formed like I thought i would have, I didnt see any fully formed entities, I was in the computer programming section of hyperspace.

Information was flowing through some part of me that isnt a part of me or something like that. Everything was capable of folding, and when it did it was mirrored and also looked like it was unfolding at the same time. The geometric patterns were multidimensional in so many ways it was impossible to understand what I was even seeing.

This lasted 10 minutes, when I finally started to come back, I held on. I was able to elongate the vision longer while slowly fading into my body again. As soon as I was fully in my body I realized I had just vaped DMT and thats what just happened, I started laughing hysterically. I couldnt stop. It felt so good and it was a laugh that is alien to me.

I remember at some point where I realized "OMG this is a breakthrough!!" I have had mushrooms on my mind quite a bit for the last few days and remember thoughts floating through my consciousness that made me "think" (if thats even the right word) I had taken mushrooms and was having a mushroom breakthrough. This was strange to me after coming down. My thoughts were spread out like my mind expanded the size of the universe.

I'm sorry i cant explain more, this one def left me with quite a bit of memory loss.

I also havent had a very big DMT experience for quite awhile and I had the "Oh ya I forgot about this" sensation when I first got in. I always love that feeling too.

Accidental Breakthroughs are the best! And on 20mg's! That was so unexpected.

LOVE YOU GUYS

Congrats! That's awesome, you finally made it! So happy for you.

Just the first of many I'm sure.

Thank you man. This was so amazing. I would have liked to see some entities or other things, some fully formed stuff, but this was just fine by me.

I finally feel like I'm part of the nexus now! Oh man good times.

I suspect it will be similar for me, so far things are very abstract and "screensavery". But hopefully they'll develop into more recognizable things over time. Probably just when you start to get used to it, it will become something totally different.

Nice, we just had an accidental SHE!

Sounds very similar to my experience, except it seemed like I was in a play area like a hyperspace daycare. Glad you finally had a breakthrough and won't be getting down on yourself for not having one. Silly though man, I understand the feeling, but you shouldn't get down on yourself for not breaking through; it came when it was suppose to.

...and in other news... "anrchy breaks through and is thoroughly dumbfounded...."

Congratulations!

I know the feeling of wanting to breakthrough but not being able to go through with it.
most of the time I hear the calling but i am to nervous or scared.
Then when it happens, Im soooo happy it did.

I think the fear is healthy, but sometimes it can be crippling.

Glad you had a good ride.

Thank you guys. All of you have played a crucial roll in my recent life. Your all a bunch of cyber shamans. This community is truly amazing and helpful in so many ways. How anyone could see what we're doing as bad is beyond me.

Accidental SHE and breakthrough FTW

glad you made it man, congrats...

now, about that dank pizza you speak of...

Hehe we'll ok...

Chicken bacon and pepperoni (also like onions on it) with white Parmesan sauce instead of red sauce. You gotta double the white parm though. Pizza breakthrough for sure first try.

Congratulations! Sounds like a great experience that caused much joy for you.

Accidental breakthroughs are the best I laugh forever after them, unable to get over how hilarious I find my thoughts of "oops, I accidentally crossed dimensions and had one of the most amazing, blissful, awe-inspiring experiences of my life!" I find it so beautifully silly.


These things blow me away! I've tried to use them as "landmarks" or "freeze frames" to attempt drawing them later and even when I can still sort of see an image of it in my head, as soon as I try to figure out how to put it on a piece of paper my mind explodes.

Great report anrchy. Thanks for sharing .

How long did you wait between the end of the 12 mgs experience and vaping the new dose of 20 mgs?

I have found that "stacking" doses works really well with DMT. I frequently like to take a small handshake dose, just kind of get re-acquainted with the body load but induce no visuals. As soon as my eyes open, I take a much more serious hit/dose. This usually induces either a very intense and visual sub-breakthrough experience or the "accidental" breakthrough effect that you discuss in this report.

Regardless, congratulations. I find the DMT waters to be endlessly deep. Sounds like you took a nice swim around.

VIII: the laughing part was so fun and strange at the same time. My laugh was so hearty and different. Like a slow bellowing laugh that a baby does when you surprise him/her. Wish I had recorded it for you guys.

Pandora: I also like to take the "handshake dose" (awesome term) either to ease my anxiety for a larger dose, or to reacquaint myself with DMT after a long break. This particular time it was approx 30 min later. I still had slight afterglow sensations, and almost no anxiety. My thoughts were pretty much cleared out of my mind once I was committed.

So far I have found that taking a small dose first, is the best method of overcoming pre-dose anxiety, atleast for me. I also felt comfortable doing it alone this time, but having some one there to talk to when you come back is important as well. I also think being in the nexus chat helped a little bit to ease the tension before I launched.

While I have been losing memory of most of the experience, I have also gained a little. One thing I now recall is that the pattern I saw had a slight grid design to it. Though it def was not isolated to squares. It's main background color was an off white that brings strong feeling of resemblance to the white roman garb. There were hints if either tan or gold. I also remember seeing cylindrical shapes as if cups were placed around in the corners of this grid like pattern.

In the beginning stage of all this I recall "zooming" in on a specific point. It was a soccer ball like pattern and each of the black sections had a symbol of some kind inside it. Now I can't recall it very well. I think it resembled either an "h" or an upside down U, or a triangle with no base. I really am not sure.

Thank you guys for all the support. Feels good.

Congrats dude! Great to hear you made it to an amazing breakthrough

Awesome Anachy!

Dang, makes me wanna load up and head out.

Glad your experrience was everything you had hoped for. Can't wait to hear...

"The Further Adventures of...Anachy In Hyperspace!"

Awesome!

Congrats brother! I agree, stacking doses is often the best way to go. Means you are already in the right mindset to go deep. Going from sober to deep in a matter of seconds can be quite jarring and lead to pulling yourself back early IME. Stacking works even better with some harmalas in the mix too

The fear i believe is respect<3
congrats on your hyperjump there is soooo many thing's that can happen.
and word's will never do it justice be very honored and greateful that you among the few that got your chance..
And thank the one's that went before us, cherry poppin day!!! It imo it is the breavest thing a spirit can do..

May all your journey's be filled with love and joy<3
And should you get ego death may you find peace in that also!