yesterday i got some hbwr seeds and spent the night at a friends. i was intending to go camping but the weather was unforgiving. so my friends and i each ate 5 seeds. these are indian strain. no effects were felt for two hours or so, then when i was watching a movie i started to get pulses of energy just hitting me. i stood up from my chair, which i have been sitting in for 15 minutes now without moving, and i fell down. i had horrible pains in my joints, im guessing this was from small amounts of cyanide present in the seeds. ive gotten similar pains with almonds.. anyway, my other friend was asleep and the other one was not talking, so i went to the floor in a sleeping bag. i continued watching the movie, but i started feeling very euphoric, almost identical to mdma. i was in love with everything around me. sooner or later i looked up, and saw that the small room i was in has expanded, it was miles long. the world was my sandbox, and i was swimming in it. i kept seeing memories that i didnt even know i still had, and living in dreams that ive had before. if i closed my eyes, it was the same as with them open. (this was very late and the lights were off) i started hallucinating like crazy, it was almost overwhelming. then i remembered my sleeping friend, and scared that he died, i woke him up, but he stood up and it hit him. i kept seeing the world in a new light, i understood everything. i just wish i could have remembered some of what i felt. but i dont want to do this again, at least for now. it was so intense, and overwhelming i just dont think its good for me. hopefully mescaline wont be like this... this morning i woke up very sore, whenever i moved around i could hear my bones clicking, and my skin was still numb (when i was on the lsa i couldnt feel my skin). i am typing this now and all i can say is, maybe the world of psychedelics is not for me. maybe i should just stick to weed for now. also, time moved unbelievably slow. what felt like an hour was only a minute... and the room i was in was like standing in an empty warehouse. everything was miles away.