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Nice write up. The dosage was definitely excessive, but I digress. Just as a response to the "illusion of separateness", I believe it's only an illusion to the extent that it's not unconditionally true. That is to say, we are both separate and one simultaneously. These two ideas do not negate each other and are conditions that can exist side by side. The simplest example I can think of is a triangle. A triangle is made up of 3 individual lines, and may be perceived as such. Together, arranged by the proper angles, creates one whole triangle. The lines are both individuals as well as making up the whole of a geometric figure at the same time, just as we are individuals that make up the whole of the universe/God

This is pretty much how I view things. It's awesome that you got to experience it directly.

I sometimes like to describe it to people as if you and I are like indiviual cells in the body of "God" (or whatever you prefer to call it). Seperate little pieces of something bigger, each containing the pattern of the whole. And I wish everyone could see it this way, because how can you hurt others knowing that it's really just another part of YOU? If this point of view were truly accepted as truth, how could anyone ever act out of greed or hatred ever again? It just wouldn't make any sense.

sounds like a real powerful journey! :]

i really resonate with the end of you're post. after something like that it often seems obvious to me that the entire multiverse is consciousness, and we're all just individual lens's twisting it into billions of unique forms..and that this level of hyperspatial experience is like twisting it so much that you reach a level where everything is everywhere- macrocosm in the microcosm etc..I like the metaphor that the brain is like a violin and consciousness is like the sound it produces

(side note: its very unlikely you got the entire 150mg. i'd bet theres quite a bit left in there and/or some melted through..because i've had experiences just like this after inhaling 50mg in one hit- and thats in the vaporgenie where 25mg vaporized properly in one hit and held in will lead to a breakthrough.)

but anyways, good report! it takes kahonas to seek out an experience that intense, and trying to put the unlanguagable into language is tough as well

150mg! DAAAAAAAAAMN!

You need a wheel barrel to tote those nuts around in bro...

I concur with these conclusions

Nice report anon_003!


For me as well, when I experienced this it was life-changing. My experience was on a lower dosage, and was a little humorous as I traveled with an entity in a Hyperspatial-SUV/Spaceship to beyond hyperspace where I was left in this state of simple existence. Incredibly liberating and rewrote the book on how I viewed myself.

I agree with Global that

I believe we are separate in that we all have unique perspectives and experiences that can't be viewed/experienced directly by others without translation through a medium. Yet on a most fundamental level we all share common ground.


I sometimes wonder why, in the scenario you mentioned, God would create us all to experience individual perspectives. Ultimately I know such attempts are comparable to trying to reach up and grab a star from the night sky, but I love the wonder it brings and how it twists my brain up real good.

Maybe we are God's entertainment? Through individualization perhaps something is bound to happen that God couldn't expect? Perhaps God knew there was more to existence than the one-ness that zhe (and we) experience and so began a quest to test hir own limits of knowledge, leading to the spark of novelty and our curious conscious natures to keep the ball rolling?

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I know what you mean about traveling outside of hyperspace too. Sometimes I get so far out that it's almost like I'm outside of hyperspace viewing it from another perspective. I've had experiences of infinity and the white void on several occasions, but I've never had the "ultimate duality" of experiencing both everything and nothing at the same time. I've never had a dark void experience - the experience of nothingness - either for that matter.

Exactly! Macro is micro and micro is macro... It's like a universal mandelbrot fractal, as long you keep zooming in you find more of the same buddha shaped mandelbrot structures but each a little different from each other too. Watching a mandelbrot computer zoom in sends shivers up my spine and I don't know why, it's an uncanny feeling.

Similar experiences here. I think I have had almost the same kind of trip, only on unknown amount of golden teachers, eaten multiple times (a couple fresh while heading to friends, a couple grams dried when I got there) and a huge tea made for I think 7 people from 30g, then later for reasons unbeknownst, I ate more dried mushrooms (yes, scold me for excessive consumption, but I generally keep a good balance of dose/frequency). Black, white, oscillations of everything in between, feelings, colors, sounds, seeing all spirits.

I also, I believe last week, maybe just a little bit longer (like 10 days maybe, I haven't been keeping track of past time recently) loaded definitely more than 100mg (I did not weigh it, but I remember seeing what 150mg looked like on the scale from the day before and wanted to do something like that) and took 5 hits from a tobacco pipe (it worked rather well though), and it seemed like every single entity in the universe was aware of what I just did and focused to me. I could see the universe, realms above and below, in space viewing the earth, also looking down at the universe from a realm where some soul creator machine was, seeing every color and every form of spirit and face (or so it seemed) and I certainly saw a lot of silver, like a giant silver wall or sheet, it had lights on it, I think in fours, red and green maybe. I also saw in another direction, brown, and jungle shamans. I could go on all day about the different colors and spirits and what I saw, and the eternity, but that part really doesn't matter.

A few days later, another test (you guys are probably not going to like hearing this one, due to the serotonin risk): I drank some caapi (not much though, and smoked some, with some mimosa bark) and ate some ecstasy and snorted some with dmt mixed in, then smoked dmt. Then in the city, the power went out, transformers (like on a power line) blew up. Whoops, but a lot of people in the area were doing similar things, so it's no wonder the energies were absolutely nuts at that time. Then a walk was taken, meeting some people. These people, you could say are our family, or ourselves, just inhabiting different bodies, born at a different time, shaped by conditions and experiences that life has given them. It is certainly easy to see when feeling the connectedness, in a state of higher being, easy to see... everything. Clearly. I certainly feel as if I was looking at myself through a different story when meeting people, especially someone who basically has the same family structure as mine, he just straight up wanted to tell me everything, even though I hardly said anything to this guy, complete stranger. But is he a stranger? No, not at all. I feel like I have known everyone for a very long time...

God is everything, we are all God (name God does not matter, we are the same spirit everywhere) that's what matters. Don't make enemies, you make enemies with yourself. Do not fear yourself or others, do not judge others or yourself. If one feels suffering, we all do. It is only right to heal everyone, everything.

I still don't know how to say things though, how to communicate properly, but I'm glad "you other folks" (what do I even say?) understand as well. I mean, clearly you are inhabiting a body at a different point in space, but we share experiences, and thoughts, and feelings, and etc etc. I have a difficult time communicating sometimes, but sometimes I'm really good at it... There are so many ways to say it and I've empathized with many other souls... when will we altogether connect and meet and understand?

Sorry if this post was written funny, suddenly difficulty thinking. Too much to say, You say it better than I do. I probably have a bad diet the last couple days, probably too much sugar and now I'm tired.

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I've gotten the "you've really done it this time" and "you've crossed the line" messages on my way into hyperspace on a number of occasions. There's a sort of alertness in the air and everything in the room looks at me like I've really screwed myself this time. Surprisingly, those always turn into my greatest experiences, so I welcome the somewhat startling sensation as an omen of a special experience.

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