Howdy All,

I heard about DMT a few years ago and was always curious but could never acquire it. I looked high and low and the response from all who had experienced it's beauty advised "you won't find it, it will find you", and it did last month, which was a relief as I was starting to research how to grow it.

I made an enhanced leaf mix (electric sheep, as it seemed easy and I could acquired everything required from shops) and gave it a toke. It was truly beautiful experience. After reading the pdf guide on this forum I decided to make the ratio 1:1.5 (or 1:2 I've forgotten now) as I didn't know what to expect.

To my displeasure I feel as though I am indulging with the light mix and not truly experiencing the spiritual enlightenment aspect it has to offer. I have now used it 5 times over the course of 2 weeks and I find it difficult to keep my eyes closed. The first time tried I was lying on the ground and felt as though I was being pulled from each end, which was when I opened my eyes to make sure I was still here.

My other issue with my current arrangement is the fact that I am smoking it in joints which to me is disgustingly wasteful so I purchased a budbomb (smokeless pipe) to use instead. The more I use it the more comfortable I am getting. Soon I'm going to make another enhanced leaf mix at a 1:1 ratio.

This forum has been amazingly informative and I would like to thank everyones contributions for aiding me through my experiences.

~FluffyCl0wn

Welcome to the Nexus!
You sound like your off to a great start. The first few times I smoked spice I had a hard time keeping my eyes closed as well, like you kept making sure I was still "here". But I find that if you smoke in a dimly lit room it helps keep them shut.

Recently had my first breakthrough as well so I'm rooting for ya.

Thanks for the tip! I realised my other problem is when smoking it in a joint i haven't been holding it in, just puffing it rapidly. With my recent purchase and a budbomb I should be able to hold it in and be less wasteful

I purchased some A.simplex seeds so hopefully, if they arrive, I can contribute more to dmt extraction processes.

Yea a joint would be better if smoking between a few people but not alone.
I personally just use a glass Weed pipe and the sandwich method I find the addition of some cannabis helps mask the "plasticky" taste DMT can have.

Once you have a high enough dose eyes open and eyes closed become the same the twisting you mention is the dissolution of the ego, the veil is being pulled back but the dose isnt enough to propel you through so it feels uncomfortable and conflicting. With a breakthrough dose you accelerate through this and before you know it you are 'there' feeling euphoric yet out of body or in another body!

Good to hear someone is easing their way into the amazing world of DMT. A pipe is definitely better and less wasteful than a joint. You will learn technique overtime and when it takes you "there" you will know.

Good luck in your adventures, and Welcome to the Nexus!

Thanks DreamTripper! I'll keep trying when it feels right

Thanks No Knowing, it is truly beautiful.

Since my first post I've managed to create a couple of machines and have been experimenting with them. All in all I am truly mind blow. I don't seem to have to much of an issue letting go and it doesn't feel too uncomfortable but I feel as though despite the dosage I'll be let through when I'm deemed ready. So far I tend to start off with a light dose and have a little heavier, mainly one large inhale from the machine.

A few journeys ago I had a little bit of a headache and I felt myself sky rocket into it, it was like nothing I had ever felt before, the closer I got the more immense pain I felt so I opened my eyes to soften the pain and cut the rockets momentum.

My last journey a friend advised to play the below song in the background and it was magnificent.

Nahko Bear ღ Aloha Ke Akua

I've just recently been given some red spice which I've heard is stronger than the other colours, anyone experienced something similar?

Now that I've tried several different batches and colours it seems like each mix has it's on personality and shows you something different, anyone feel the same? So far I've experienced one that seemed to be very sepia (a changa blend), another that seemed ancient Egyptian (white crystals), another that seemed almost cartoony (murky white) and another that seemed some what Indian in the visuals (yellow crystals).