I posted a while ago about being able to see this spinning wheel or gear behind closed eyes the day after smoalking some spice and then getting stoned.
That was the first time I had ever noticed this wheel and and chalked it up to being some residual DMT in my system potentiated by pot. The thing is now EVERY time I smoke pot before bed I lay there and I can see this wheel. It also happens if I am over tired. I have seen it probably ten times now and have been trying to study its characteristics.
So I close my eyes and I look for the wheel, I find it but it is sort of hard to "look at" I can only see it if I am not looking directly at it. If I look directly at it it starts to spew out these hypnagogic images like phosphenes but they have definite shapes to them. The images will then get in the way of the wheel and I will have to redirect my focus to see it again.
The wheel itself is a flat circle that is a different shade of black than what I see with my eyes closed. The images it spews out are multi colored and fall downward on top of each other. I found that if I really try I can look at the wheel (which happens to be in the center of my forehead it seems) I can somehow pull myself "into" my head... it sounds weird but it feels like a deep state of meditation that I have only experienced a few times while tripping.
Not only do the images block my view of the wheel they also seem to catch my mental attention and lead me into thoughts or what seem to be the beginnings of dreams.
I don't know if I'm going mad or what but it has been happening with such frequency that I can't deny it. Does anyone else get this?
'Little spider weaves a wispy web, stumblin' through the woods it catches to my head. She crawls behind my ear and whispers secrets. Dragonfly whiz by and sings now teach it.'