Hi everyone!
Its been a while since I have posted here, though I am here everyday reading and lurking.
Something similar to this happened to me on my last Changa journey.
Chadaev wrote:
I would have to go back to my notes, but there was no specific physical feeling. This was a large dark insectoid, larger than me, which showed up on changa shortly after the breakthrough and stabilisation. Apparently floating in dark space, she (somehow I had a strong sense of her femininity) was herself almost black, glistening and with multiple thin legs and a cockroach type underside and a distint head with extremely focused predatorial eyes. She simply materialised in front of me and immediately began slowly extending a very long and oddly crooked arm towards my crown chakra. The long forearms suggested to me on reflection that she was a mantis. The grace of her movements, and apparent intent not to startle me by moving too fast, was probably what made her appear feminine. Although all this is taking place inside my imagistic space (not in external visual space), she was placing her 'hand' inside my head. I was fascinated but at a psychological level I felt violated. I quickly shut my mind to her (to put it another way, I hardened my attitude towards her), and she immediately retracted her hand, paused, and then extended it again with the same slow, reassuring and yet utterly deliberate aim. I decided not to let her in and I directed my attention elsewhere.
So far my entity encounters have been pretty strange, nothing I could actually describe.
Until this last experience.
Smoking my Changa blend (unmeasured, just toking slowly easing my was into hyperspace)
Im hovering around in pre-Breakthrough and something approaches me. At first it looks like
a serpent, much larger than me slithering its way above me. upon closer look it seems to be a type of tentacle being.
I didnt get any feelings of the intentions of this being, it was just there kind of neutral.
Then one of the tentacles came towards my face and my mouth slowly opened and its tentacle slowly started going down my throat. My mouth seemed to open on its own, I was just kind of letting it happen.
Then I started to panic, what if this thing does not have good intentions for me. I treid to get some kind of vibe from it, all I got was a feeling a parent changing a kids diaper.

Thats the best I can describe it. So I let it do its thing for a minute then decided that was enough. Closed my mouth asked it to leave.
I focus my attention upwards out of my head and away I went.
When I came back my face and mouth were very tingly, more than usual.
Not sure what to do when these things approach? I would like to think That the entities associated with DMT are all good, but I know better.
The weird thing is, The next day I started hacking up all kinds of yuckies from my lungs.
I haven't had a cold of flu or anything in over a year. I am a smoker(want to quite) so, there is plenty that needs to come up and out.
I am still on the fence about if these things are real or not, I tend to believe they are.
But without solid proof I always keep an open mind. Either way it doesn't matter, what matters is the experiences themselves.
So, Its possible this thing helped me in some way buy helping me loosen some phlegm. lol
or hurt me buy giving me the start of a cold..
Sorry for the ramble, just thought I would share my experience as it seemed to fit in this thread.
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