I seen this thread a while back, but couldn't post in it. Now that i have full membership i would like to share.
For a while my Changa sessions were getting a little stranger than usual, felt like I was just tumbling through hyperspace more lost than usual. Everything was dark and webby,
So, I had a plan to go in with the intention of maybe finding a guide to help me.
I bought a white candle earlier in the day, before I started smoking I lit it with the same intention of finding a guide or helper.
During the session, at first it was the usual dark and webby like visuals. I peaked my eyes open to look at the candle and try to focus on my intention.
I closed my eyes but the light of the candle stayed behind my eye lids and grew brighter and brighter. The light formed into a large Hummingbird made of bright light. The dark webby visuals disappeared, as this thing hovered in front of me.
I felt my spine straighten my head tilted upwards and a rush warmth and tingle shot up my spine. The Hummingbird was saying, not in words but in emotions or telepathically that it wanted to be my helper. That it could help me live more in the present moment, to find joy in the little things in life to be at peace with myself and to learn to love life.
Being in this things presence was amazing.
I could feel it slipping away, like we were both on currents going in opposite directions.
Before it left, My mouth opened and out came this weird sound involuntarily.
Kind of like an “Ooh, Ooh, Ooh, Ooh, Ooh”. It let me know that anytime I needed the things that it can offer all I had to do was use this call and it would come.
I had dreams of hummingbirds for the next two nights. I also felt a great peace and had a lot of energy. It definitely had an effect on me. For example, the next day I felt very child like, I spent a couple hours in a bubble bath, blowing bubbles into the air, just amazed at them, and giggling to myself. Which is something I probably normally wouldn’t do.
Since I keep dreaming of them and couldn’t stop thinking of them I decided to do some research and see if they meant anything. I was surprised at what I found,
“When we assume hummingbird consciousness, our life becomes a wonderland of sensuous delights. We live for beauty, delighting in flowers, aromas, fine mist, and delicate tastes.
When it becomes our totem, the hummingbird teaches us to laugh and enjoy the creation, to appreciate the magic of being alive, and the truth of beauty.
Hummingbirds awaken us to the beauty of the present moment. As they dance the four quarters of embodied existence, they bring us medicine to solve the riddle of duality. They also awaken us to the medicinal properties of plants.”
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hereI would never of thought that a Hummingbird would come to me. If I had to pick an animal it would have been something like a Raven, An Owl, Panther, or a Wolf,
Ya know, something tough and Cool? Ha ha..
But after doing some research on it, the hummingbird actually fits my personality very well. And I like the things it symbolizes.
Thanks for reading!
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