for years i thought i was there, iv had many deep trips that have wow'd everyone id tell, iv been given personal life advice that came in handy, and evan had little glimpses into the future (which were correct)
then last night hit me!
I have been reading a lot about people using bongs recently, and thought why not try it out!
so i had munched some shrooms, more to test their potency than to have a proper trip, i was probably on less than a gram but feeling good. i was about to smoke some 20x caapi to see what it would do to my trip when i realised changa might be more fun. i filled my pipe and was about to light when i saw a 2 litre water bottle beside my bed.. "why not" so i just burned a little hole in the bottom and fitted my pipe in. Filled her up with thick white smoke and was able to clear about half... 3 or 4 seconds later i was indescribably out there. I think this was the first in my life i was actually scared by the intensity of the trip; not just a theme or a vie but the entire thing. I put the bottle down and closed my eyes.
I was in some geometric kingdom, like a castle town. there were mischievous creatures everyware grinning at me with razor sharp teeth. not the usual friendly welcome of the elves! i was scared, but was able to calm myself with the thought that i wouldn't be there for long enough for anything bad to happen to me. my memory blurs at this point, but i know i was taken to a council who are in charge of this place. 7 kings. Visious faces.
i was in a seat in-front of them. it felt like a court case. It felt like i was a messenger from another kingdom and they didn't like what i had to say and were going to hurt me in answer. they all turned on me, moving closer like a pack of dogs, their faces were rotting. ZOMBIES! i still had comfort in the knowledge that they couldn't really hurt me. they took out hooked spears pointing them at my throat and arms. "but they cant hurt me" they ran their blades on my skin. "THEY CAN HURT ME" my skin seared as if cut. ///PANIC
they came ever closer until they were in my face and i felt it time to say goodbye to the world. THEN
with a mighty slash, a golden sword cut through everything in my vision. tables flew every ware. We were on a battlefield. Knights in golden armour were crossing swords with spears in a loud and confusing battle. I was in the middle of it unarmed and defenceless. i felt cold sweat trickle down my body.. wait.. i have a body?! with that realisation i opened my eyes and was SMACK back in reality and totally sober feeling like merry and pippin on escaping the fighting Uruks.
Curse my faltering memory i know there was so much more to it than that, i was there for so long!
peace
