Hi Nexus.

I went about dmt tripping with a recording again, and had an insane time realizing things I had locked away in previous trips.

Sometimes when I attempt to break through I see a diamond shaped sign made of two triangles, a white triangle on top and a red one on bottom, in the white section it says I EXIST and in the red section there is emotion, and the emotion tells me I don't need to do dmt because the answers are already within.

It's all deja vu, maybe because we already know everything through the flow of energy.

I realized last night that at least some of this deja vu is real, because I specifically remember that trip several times.

Then I shut down and went to this white background, an emptiness that wasn't quite a void.
Maybe it was the flow of energy before it gained the aspect of coding that made it conscious.
I've seen the coding before and I saw it last night for a moment, as the white light proceeded to form into a tight cylinder and gain a definite shape for a moment, like my soul was being crushed with it. I was holding my breath in anticipation.
Holding my breath in anticipation.......
Holding my breath in anticipation.......

When I heard a breath I let this breath out, and I felt the cylinder rip itself apart as I was catapulted through the darkness with a billion little specs of light that was constantly forming matter with the coding.

I felt energy expand to fill all the voided space, constructing the universe, As if the All Knowing Consciousness had just told me the story of the breath that concieved it,

I savored a few breaths and looked at the phone, it had been 11 minutes.

I came back to after screaming, or what I thought was a scream. The experience was frightening and the body feeling was unpleasant.

I then began getting surges, Insane surges throughout my entire body, I was laying on my left shoulder and it felt like energy was being pulled upwards from my right shoulder, a piece of my soul being taken for information analysis.


The recording however was very bland and uneventful.

I will update this report in two days, I am currently in the process of drawing the sign I see on the way to hyperspace, the feeling is almost terrifying when i see the sign and realize the TRUTH again every time.

the truth seems to be that I do not exist, even though the sign states that I EXIST.

Thanks for reading.

I love you.

Hello,

Torah and the Kabbalah back up this theory that the universe was created with a devine breath,

The name YHWH symbolizes this rather clearly.

Yod-Heh-Waw-Heh

Yod- represents a hand- also symbolizing an action, a builder.... possibly even.. the artist's touch

Heh- represents a window and is also symboic of breath because of the way it is spoken, to speak the word heh is like explelling a breath.

Waw is a nail and also the nuber six - this also sybolizes completion and attachment, everything you would think of a nail as symbolizing.

Heh- the second and final heh here represents the relative ease by wich the Universe was created. This is like saying God ceated everything as easily as a human would expell breath.

It could also be looked at like the first heh in YHWH is the inhale and the second heh is the exhale...

Obviously it has many other layers of meaning as well.

Hope this was of interest.
-E

Eliyahu, it was a very divine breath, but the consciousness, or god, seemed surprised it had happened.

A first breath and the spread of the consciousness.

Like witnessing the big bang or something.