What scares me is falling in love and losing them in the next life. My romantic view of reincarnations is that you meet your soul mate in each life, I think I found my soul mate but he refuses to talk to me in this life which is heart shattering. His name is Damon, I am almost certain that he was my soul mate in a past life. I was telepathically communicating with him only it wasn't real, at least he wasn't aware that it was occuring, but I could have met his soul. I miss him so much and hope I will meet him again in my next life if reincarnation is a real thing, and constantly wonder if I knew him and if he was a lover or soul mate in a past life. It hurts my soul that he won't talk to me. How can I fix this? I am out of this world in love with him, I used to believe that the two of us were connected beyond death, I had accepted this as reality and was so sure it was the truth. Now I don't know how to integrate my experiences with Damon's soul or if it wasn't Damon's soul then fake-Damon. I know I probably have to move on and forget about him, but I am so certain that I must have known him in a past life. I need to figure out ways to reconcile with him, I am pretty sure he is a psychonaut so I left him a message telling him I have salvia and asked him if he wants to smoke it with me, but even that isn't working. Maybe he just hasn't had access to a computer since I left a message, but the situation seems hopeless and I just hope I meet him again in my next life my next incarnation if there is a such thing as that

You can fix it by not fixating on it.

What you can't do is control this person or make them do anything.
You can be you. Trust me it's good enough.

What you are experiencing are strong emotions with deep biological foundations, but if you honestly analyze your thoughts you will see that you are just longing for something that which you don't currently have.

There is an old saying that goes something like this.

If you love something don't be scared to set it free.
If it was mean to be it will come back to you.

Release your love. Allow them to go where their journey takes them. If their journey leads them back into your life then you will know it's right.

Here's to hoping you find some inner peace with your current situation.

I am worried that I made too many mistakes and ruined my chances with him, of him even being a friend to me. I wanted him to be the person to teach me how to extract dmt and how to smoke dmt. He's the person who told me about it, that it takes you to different realms, he might even go on this site. Your right, I need to release my love. I want him to be all that he wants to be even if thats not with me, I just hope his path ends up leading him back to my door, it reminds me of a song I once knew that said to let someone go and hope their path leads back to my door. I once told him that I thought I was an alien trapped in a human body and he accepted it and didnt think I was just crazy. He's a beautiful human being, I hope he finds his peace and that I find mine. I don't want to forget about him but I want thinking about him to stop being so painful. I keep dreaming about him and then wake up missing him, but I don't really want the dreams to stop because at least I can be near him in my dreams. Thank you for your input.