Hi everybody,I wanted to share my last dmt expirience because Im trying to understand and feel like maybe you can help me out.
yesturday i had my fourth expirience,all the last 3 were great and full of universal love and good lessons about the universe.
but the last one was terryfing. from the moment I smoked i felt like my soul was strucked down from 3 diffrent directions and everything arround me was not in place and felt wrong. then I was in in the middle of horrible dark. this dark was moving in a fast speed and trembling me from all corners,the ground beneath me and the above was trembling and I felt this big fear of never returning back cause for a long time something like 10 min(my trip lasted for 20 min and not 15)I couldnt escape and then finally when I maneged to see a little bit with my own eyes I asked my friend to turn the lights on but it took me another 10 min to come back and see clearly. My neck and all the way down to my back were hurt. I came back and felt like a mad man. this thing wasnt light,hell or judgment. It was something else,so dark and ancient and I had a fight with it cause when Ive returned I felt like I became stronger than before just because I have exposed to this thing and the fact that Im not terrified to try it again soon.
but im trying to understand what was that thing/dimension and I would like t hear from you about same expiriences or about what you think it may be. regards

My trips were great until I did a lot. Then ever since they have all been messed up. So much for that

I understand that 'blackouts' are fairly common when you overdo it...
give it a break and start again with 20mg's.

mm I never did 20 mg from the begining im taking 50 mg and every expirience is a "breakthrough" and Im always doing it with another person which is there to watch over me in the room while its dark.
My first time was with a shaman and I just keeped on following his steps..so its a kind of a ritual everytime..
mmmm so this horrible trip it can happen because you overdo it and its not because you can pass into a dark dimension?cause it didnt feel like its beacause I overdo it...