Ancotor.....
I can see where your coming from for sure and my apologies for coming across a bit harshly at first.. Hope you don't mind if I expound a bit further on the subject....
It's just that I want you and everyone else to be be prepared for the potential "worst case senario" when it comes to dealing with what is these "dark entities"
I understand that everyone is entitiled to their viewpoint and I respect that but from what I have seen these predatorial beings are a completely objective and external phenomena that are in no way attached to the human psyche, other then the fact that they feed upon it as an energy source.
I am not saying there does not exist things like phantoms of the mind or reflections of our conciousness that can indeed be percieved as dark spirits. What I am doing is attempting to prepare everyone for a potential encounter with a predatorial being that is not easy to control.....Not everyone will even experience these negative beings on any substancial level but it has been my experience as well as the experience of many people that I have known in my life.
I myself and those who have tripped with me over the years have seen too many very real Horror movie like things go down in the most serious manner while tripping to even consider for a moment the idea that the dark entities I speak of are not in fact demons that have thier own concious existence.
I have seen demons literally take over peoples bodies right before my very eyes. I have had these demons speak to me through people and then saying things that the "host" had no idea about at the time..... in order for the demon to prove the legitamacy of the situation to me....
I will share a few of my experiences with Demonic Entities in an attempt to shed some light on the subject..enjoy,
I have mentioned elsewhere on this site how I along with one other person witnessed a friend of ours on one occassion become possessed by a Demon. This person began thrashing on the floor and screaming LOUDLY and also growling....they were on Ayahusaca at the time. This person had to be physically removed as gently as possible from the location because the neighboors were going to call the cops if we did not get that person out of there because it was about 2am.
In the car ride to another safer location the person was thrashing around in the car violently, fortunately they were unable to open the rear doors because of child safety features in the car....of course A COP then pulled behind us and tailed us for some time...how we did not get pulled over I do not have any idea...It had to have looked like we were straight up abducting this person.
In an attempt to sooth the screaming Demon within our friend I sang some old classic rock songs to it very gently, the Demon began singing along with me word for word witout mssing a beat, I sang a few different beatles songs, some pink floyd, some led zepplin..
The thing is this person(the host) did not know hardly any of the songs or lyrics at the time that I sang yet was able to sing each song with me word for word..after I recited the Hebrew aleph bet to them a few times they began to say it back. The demon then was dispelled, I cannot be sure if the recitation of the Hebrew Aleph Bet was effective or if the Ayahuasca just happened to wear off of the host at that time.......When this person snapped out of it they had next to no recollection of the events that had atually taken place in reality...
The person explained feeling like while they were "gone" and were not at all themselves they felt at times like they were part of a gaint ball of twisted and contorted zombie like beings that were all tangled together in rolling ball of ultimate symbiotic torment and chaotic confused existence....
As I have mentioned I have had demons speak through people to me directly. I have actually had lenghty conversations with what I will refer to as "legion" in this manner, not that I enjoyed it but it was a genuine paranormal ocurence. Just like in the movie "the exorcist" where the demon possessed girl refers to the priest as "dimmy". No one but the priest and the demon knew that "dimmy" was what the priests mother used to call him as a child (short for Damien).
In the very same manner I have had these demons speak to me about other personal things that the "hosts" had no idea of. Often times the hosts also have NO MEMORY of the event, or a false memory of them being somewhere else is in it's place.
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On one occasion I was tripping a fair amount of LSD with a friend when I was much younger.....
So we were peaking and my friend was sitting in the chair and petting my cat. Together my friend and my cat cast a large projective shadow on the wall because of the way the lighting was in my room.
So while my friend is just setting there, petting the affectionate cat. The shadow on the wall told a different story altogether.
My friend and I both watched together in horror as the shadow-cat shredded the shadow persons throat mercilessly into ribbons with it's claws like a rabid mountain lion. On the wall there was shadow guts and blood flying everywhere while the ferocious shadow cat tore through the helpless shadow person as he was rocked back into the shadow chair by the furious cat.
We both looked away from the wall and at each other at the same time and with the same look of wide mouthed, breathless horror at what we were seeing, meanwhile the actual cat seemed clueless about it's savage shadowy counterpart and just continued to purr along in a state of feline bliss, wondering why my friend had sopped petting him.
"Want to go outside with me while I have a smoke?" my friend said
"Sure thing, let's go" I responded.
Out on the back patio, my friend thoughtfully smoked his cigarette clearly disturbed by the proceeding events. "Holy sh*t, you saw that too right?
"Yeah I have seen it before. I did not think other people could see it too though
"I saw it, Jesus Christ man. I have never seen anything like that." my friend said.
This shadow being would torment me continuously taking on different forms during my trips. When I first began taking LSD this shadow being was no where to be found, now it visited me every time I took LSD without fail. I did not understand how to get rid of it, I literally felt helpless. One time while peaking on LSD it appeared before me. It looked just like me except if I were evil and insane, it was the evil me.
To add a classic doppleganger touch it even had a beard, giving me an even more sinister look. It was very realistic, yet cartoon like and no matter how much I blinked, looked away, told myself it was not real, tried to think about other things etc. it would be there and un phased., scaring the crap out of me every time I took acid.
On one occasion it was there in front of me, bearded. Smoking a permanent joint, holding a small bottle that clearly read LSD-25 in it's hand. It began to take large swigs of the bottle of acid like I was a cowbow drinking Jack Daniels. With the first drink he immediately began to hover steadily in the air and then made an exaggerated and heavily exasperated sound as if though LSD was a refreshing cola. "AHHHHHHHHHH"
Every time it would take a swig of pure LSD he would float a bit higher and laugh in an increasingly insane way. Eventually he was hovering and spinning around in front of me sort of like Trent Reznor in the end of the video "closer", except obviously way more insidious looking. The vision actually got even more realistic as he touched the ground and pitched away the now empty LSD bottle. He gave me a tormented looking grimace of a smile and then pulled out a switchblade from his side pocket. He snapped out the blade and gave me an unforgettably malicious and venomous grin. I was unsure what his plan with the blade was, obviously I knew he would be unable to stab me with his ethereal shank.
His eyes spoke of pure insanity, half rolled in his head as the evil me began to chuckle wickedly. He then began cutting off the tips of his fingers of the opposite hand with the shiny, razor sharp looking switch one by one. With each new finger/ fingertip that he cut off he seemed even more pleased with himself and began to laugh even more. I tried everything to get rid of the awful scene, I desperately pleaded with god to intercede and found no relief.
Yet another frightening brush with the doppelganger occurred one evening when I was tripping with a semi-large group of people (about 5-7 others). This incident took place during an all night gathering at one of my friends houses. Everyone there was on medium to high doses of LSD and we were watching dances with wolves when suddenly I had to pee.
As I was in the middle of peeing in the toilet of my friends small bathroom, the toilet all at once transformed quite vividly into a giant head with an open mouth and then spoke to me:
"AHHHHHHHHH.... PEEEE!"
It was the image of me. I was drinking my own pee.
This freaked me out so much that I wanted to stop myself from peeing right there in mid-stream but I knew that was not an option. I thought about closing my eyes so I wouldn't have to watch myself drink my own pee but then I knew that I would end up peeing all over the place. I knew I had no choice but to see this thing through to the last drop. The toilet head smacked it's lips with satisfaction as a I nervously finished.
Shaken, and shocked by what had just taken place, I looked into the medicine cabinet mirror as I washed my hands. I then heard the tiniest little whisper in both my ears saying ......."get out."
As a horror movie buff, I knew that this was a reference to the original Amityville Horror movie, where the priest exorcist is trapped in a room in the haunted house and a then a door opens and a voice whispers "get out"...The priest hesitates and then the voice screams "GET OUT!!" at the priest...
For those not familiar with this horror classic see the movie clip below for a vivid explanation..
I was not going to wait around for the screaming part so I exited that bathroom quick as I could.
I went back and rejoined my movie watching friends. One of my friends noticed I was different somehow and said to me. "What happened to you? you look like you seen a ghost man".
I laughed, secretly thinking to myself WTF??
So I tried to forget about my bathroom ordeal and was lying in the living room on a bunch of pillows, tripping out on the Dances with Wolves theme song when one of my friends sisters came home from a night of partying, she was also on LSD as well but associated with different friends because she was older so I did not know her well.
Upon entering the room I could see my shadow again. It had came out of the bathroom after me. I tried to ignore it but found it to be impossible, eventually the shadow being succeeded in attracting my attention . The shadow being was watching my friends sister and rubbing his hands in a villainous way . He gave me that same deadly evil smile and then stepped inside of my friends sister.
My friends sister had been talking with her friend quietly on the other side of the room. The moment after I saw the shadow being stepping inside of her the expression on her face went completely blank/dead and she abruptly stopped what she had been doing.
Right away her eyes became glossed over and vacant. She then walked all the way across the room from where she had been with here friends and she stepped in front of a mirror. She looked at herself for a moment in disgust and then spoke out loud to her own reflection with utmost conviction,
"I am SO f*ck*ng ugly!" Tears then automatically sprung up from her eyes and rolled down her face. Realizing that she had just spoken out loud and that everyone in the room had heard her talk to her reflection she became flushed red with a face full of teary eyed humiliation. She rushed into her bedroom and slammed the door.
Audible sobbing was coming from the room.
I then saw the doppelganger emerge from her room, laughing wickedly. That was the first time I seriously began to question the wisdom of tripping in a "party" setting.
Below.....the demon whispers "get out" and then......SCREAMS IT!
And why do you look at the speck in your brother's eye, but do not percieve the plank in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, "brother let me remove the speck from your eye", when you yourself do not see the plank that is in your own eye?-Yeshua ben Yoseph