Hello all,
Travellers... I wish to speak with well experienced individuals with opinions and perspectives on the currently overlapped realities and the splitting of those "time lines" from each other.
Preferably a person(s) that have "spoken" with a being from the other side on the subject.

I stand and honestly say that I have not travelled by way of substance consumption. I have been experiencing intermittent "draws" into the other side. Communications are happening during these moments but memory of what is "said" disappears and a vaguely specific recollection of the knowledge given remains.

I have heard and read so much about the experiences that bring this community together and ask for words of guidance for this "mindscape" that keeps visiting me.

The beings you "speak" with while you are "there" are real. Just as much as you and I. (which is not to say we are not one)
The experience is with a true intelligence.

Can you describe the experience more in detail please?

I am sitting or standing. As if someone is turning a dial to do so, my surroundings begin to get brighter until all is white light. During the increase of brightness I "dizzy" sensation comes over my body, weakness of the muscles, difficulty standing. When the light reaches its purest I can only describe it as blindness. There only pure, white light. This light then instantly and simultaneously becomes every shape I have ever seen or concieved. Behind this amalgamation something/someone is "speaking" at me, I strongly sense I am not the only "" being spoken to/at. The amalgamation then unfolds into my surroundings and I have been returned.

Whatever knowledge I am given seems to be waiting for the right questions to be asked of me before I am allowed to "know" it. But I can sense what its about....

The patterns, the energy, the love, the beings..... Its all real. Far more real than I was comfortable with at first.

It was sheer randomness that brought me here yesterday. This community loves and supports its parts. These are not easy conversations in day to day life.

The blinding white light as I've experienced it in my own experiences presents itself as the infinite potential of all things. All shapes, forms, dimensions, colors, etc all are sculpted from this white void. When I find myself there, it has been preceded by the stacking of holographic scenes, one on top of the other. There are many of them and it happens very rapidly. Egyptian imagery is often involved and in my experiences seems to play a pivotal kind of role. Once so many holograms have been stacked on top of each other, and all colors are accounted for in all parts of the holograms, white light begins to balloon out from the madness, time slows down to a halt, and sheer infinite love ensues.

So for me, once this transformation is complete, and all that is left is white and all of its implicit forms, time has come to a complete stop. As it slows down, I can literally feel and perceive the particles of time dilating until they become absolutely meaningless referentially. Now even though blissful "eternity" is experienced at this time, the experience obviously comes to an end, and my standard notion of time is re-awakened. The clocks in the two worlds don't seem to really match up at all. As time in the physical world faithfully ticks by while remaining motionless in the white light.

There is a schism in my location in space and time. On one hand, I find myself soaring through white light, while retaining the feelings of my back and legs making contact with the couch/chair/bed I'm sitting on. It's as if there are two selves, and perhaps this is analogous with the two hemispheres which may be perceived as two distinct selves. There is the left brain ego sitting on the couch in the physical world with the right brain self experiencing the totality of the universe being projected outside what is standardly regarded as the self (the left brain ego). At least that's one why I interpret the situation.

That is very much the experience im being drawn into but Im looking for a particular shared knowledge.
Someone that also "knows". Maybe they need to hear the same questions I do. Thats why I am here.

Thank you for your angle on the lights behavior. Is there always/often a presence with you when you travel? As opposed to openly wandering the realm "solo" (sitters not withstanding)