Hello Nexus, first I want to sincerely thank you all with the utmost sincerity my heart is able to convey. I feel as If made some huge positive changes from who I was previously 6 months ago before finding this molecule and reading the post which this Godly forum has to offer. I also want to sincerely apologize for being such a thorn in the forums side, regarding my foolish and destructive post I have so often projected onto this forum. From now on I will be observing every once in a while, even though I dont even deserve that haha. Nothing can come close to describing how fortunate I am for stumbling upon here, and without doing so I fear I'd be in a very, very dark place. please forgive my tresspassings and foolishness Nexus. I will gladly offer you my head If needed. Peace and Love to all. Good luck on your journeys Nexians.