It's been a long time my nexian friends, and boy has it been one hell of a ride the past year. My life has been through so much change it is amazing and I have quite the experience to share with you.

I wanted to write this post to let you guys know about an experience that I had with an oral dose of dmt about 6 months ago. First i'll give you guys a bit of back story because that is pretty important to the experience. I do have to say that this is probably THE most important experience of my life. I am guessing that it may be a bit long, but I believe that it will be worth your time.

I have been doing dmt at this time for about 3 years off and on. A lot of smoked experiences and a few oral doses. All of these experiences were amazing in their own right but the experience I am about to share was completely a healing experience.

A couple months before the experience my wife and I had decided to split up because of some unfortunate events. We had been together for 7 years and married for the past year. In the fall of 2011 I started to get strange feelings about my wife and my best friend. This friend was the one friend I cared about the most as we had been friends since 8th grade and had went through a lot together.

I could go into detail in to how the breakup went down, but that is not really relative to my experience. Long story short my feelings were correct and it had all come out by the new year. This had left me devastated. By the end of january she had moved out of my house and in with him taking my kids in the process. I have never been hurt so bad in my life. Not only did I lose my wife, but I also lost my best friend and my childrens. This left me in a state of helplessness and I felt like I had no control over the bad things that were happening to me.

The break up was really hard on me. For the first few weeks I would cry myself to sleep every night. I was calling off of work frequently and could barely function as a person. My life was pretty much sleep and work. And a lot of times at work I would break down and go to the bathroom to try to keep my composure. I am so thankful that around this time my brother had moved in with me. He was there and could take care of my kids for me, because I was not able to. I did not care about anything. I was in the worst depressed state I had ever been in my life. All I wanted to do was die to stop the pain.

After a couple months things slowly got better. I wasn't in such a bad state, but things weren't great. I was up and down goign through extreme lows and extreme highs. I was getting very aggravated at my emotional state and could not stand it anymore. About this time is when I remembered that I still had a couple hundred mg's of dmt fumurate left from my d-limonene extraction that I had peformed in the spring of 2011. I also had about 150 grams of whole caapi, and a few sessions worth of changa. I had a friend that had told me of his interest in dmt so I approached him about doing it with me one night. He agreed but we had no set plan on when to do it. One day I had the day off and had an unusually great day. I called him off and asked if he had the evening off and if he wanted to come over to do the oral dose of dmt. He said yes and so began the preparations.

The 150 grams of caapi came in two sticks approximately the same size. My friend arrived and we will call him B. When he arrived I explained to him the process we were going to do and what to expect for the rest of the day.

We took the caapi pieces outside and smashed them with hammers so it broke up into smaller pieces. While doing this we both thought about our intentions for our trip and projected them into the caapi. For me I was taking the sacrament to help heal my terrible depression and to give me insight on what to do with my life, where to go next.

Once the caapi was fully shredded we simmered it x2 and combined the tea from each extraction into one pot. During the simmer I told my friend that we needed to continue projecting or intentions into the tea. We then evaporated the combined extractions down until we had approximately 16oz left, and poured it into 2 cups.

By now it had reached about 9pm and we were ready to dose. I took my dmt fumurate and split into two equal piles so that we each had approximately 100 mg. We then each took our piles and dumped into directly into our caapi tea and drank it down. This was my first time drinking caapi tea and actually found it a bit pleasant at first, but as it got towards the bottom it just kept getting more and more bitter.

Once we had finished drinking our tea we were waiting for our come up. B and I both play guitar and he decided to bring his acoustic over with him. To pass the time we started playing guitar a bit together. About 45 minutes in I decided that I could not play anymore because it was starting to get a bit difficult to play.

B could also start to feel it and said that he loved the feeling he was starting to get. From here on till I start coming down I do not have a very detailed memory of what happened. I remember listening to phutureprimitive laying on my dinning room floor in amazement to the beautiful CEVs that I was getting. As you all know they are quite hard to explain so I don't even think I am going to try. We also played some more guitar at one point. It was really funny because we were trying to do duel solos over some phutureprmitive songs some were good and some weren't lol. We also would walk outside sometimes and enjoy a nice hookah. I remember having the thought of how wonderful it was and how much I had missed tripping. Most of my visuals for this trip weren't typical for a dmt trip for me. Most oral doses of dmt trips give me visions of people and strange storylines where this trip was all about beautiful geometry. With my eyes closed I would see some of the most beautiful colors and shapes...in dimensions that are hard to explain. Overall I thought that up to this point my experience was a lot of fun, but not very intense. I had been through much stronger oral doses before and thought that this one was far from as intense as i had wanted it to be. But I was happy with what I had..It had been my first oral dose in about a year and thought it was overall a great time. My friend and I had some deep conversations and really enjoyed ourselves.

Now for the fun part....We had started coming down and I was feeling like I was in a great mood. It was one of the better moods I had been in, in quite a while and this is when I remembered that I had the changa. I told B about it and he was down so I went and grabbed my double perc water bong and packed the bowl. He was a bit hesitant and wanted me to do it first. So I took a couple hits on it and handed it to him. He then proceeded to take the rest of the bowl. These hits werent quite enough as I did not get much of a blast off. I figured that we must of gotten a bit of the changa the dmt didn't get into too well. We both had threshold experiences and figured we would try again.

So I packed another bowl. I told him to take it first this time. This bowl was a bit smaller but I told him to take the whole thing. He took the whole bowl down in about 3 hits and proceeded to lay down. Directly after he took his hits I packed another bowl with the rest of the changa I had. This is a big ass bowl on my water bong and I packed it up to the rim.

I proceeded to take about 6 huge rips out of the bong until it was gone. One thing I love about changa is the easy come up. I can smoke a whole bowl and only be slightly altered lay down and enjoy the come up.

But I layed down and came across a very beautiful flower type pattern like a typically do. Then I slowly moved passed it instead of blasting through it. This was a different experience to me because it felt like a breakthrough, but at the same time it didn't. I could still feel my body and knew that i had eyes to open at any time. Most times when I breakthrough I have no recollection of my body or even what an eye ball is. LOL. But during this trip I had full awareness of my body.

Once passing through flower pattern I came into a room with hundreds of entities in it. They were all so surprised that I was there and very interested in me. They were all looking at me. They seemed humanoid to me, but cannot really explain how they looked. They were dancing and having a good time examining me. After a while I noticed an opening appear in the group of entities and there was one entity stand there, not moving and his attention was elsewhere. He didn't seem to care that I was there and was not interested. I thought to myself that this was strange and wondered why.

As soon as this thought entered my brain he turned and looked at me. He started to approach me and the closer he got the bigger his head got. It started to expand out into this huge wavy multi-layered object that was constantly morphing. Once he was close to me his face was taking up my whole field of view. At first I was kind of scared of this entity but then came this feeling of love. It was very intense and telepathically this entity reassured me that everything is ok and that he was there to help me.

Then an opening appeared from the center of it's face and these huge mechanical looking arms started to emerge. A bright light was near the center and at closer inspection I could see that the arms were holding some kind of orb. This orb looked to me like some kind of star. It was bright orange and had streams of light coming out of the sides and coming back into the orb sort of like solar flares.

The arms then proceeded to place the orb within my body. I could feel it penetrating my skin and at first it was a bit painful, but I relaxed and the pain quickly went away. Once the orb was placed in my body all I could see were multicolored sparks everywhere and the entity was gone. I could also feel this orb doing something within my body. It is hard to explain the feeling I had, but I could feel these strange feelings all over deep within my body. It was very strange. But then the sparks started to fade and I opened my eyes to my friend sitting there watching me.

I asked how he liked it and he was amazed at what had just happened to him and he said he wished we had more. After this I quickly started to coming back to baseline, and we both decided to put on a movie for a bit. Then fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up feeling the best I have ever felt in my life. It was completely amazing. My depression, the pains in my body from the stress, everything that was negative within me was gone. It was amazing. I had never felt so healed in my life.

Since this experience I have not had any other dmt experiences although I am probably going to do another extraction here in the near future. But now my life has taken a complete flip to what it was before the experience. I am now happier than I have EVER been in my life. It is amazing..I have never felt so much joy and positive energy. No matter what problems seem to enter my life I am able to keep a positive attitude and overcome. Before I was about 225 lbs and since this trip about 5 months ago or I have lost 40 lbs which brings me down to 185. I haven't weighed that much since my freshman year in highschool. I now see my life fitting together in this super awesome way. It's really hard to explain but all the pieces are falling into place. I am so in love and at peace with everything it is unreal.

I really wanted to put this experience up here to show the true healing spirit that dmt can have. Without this experience I may very well still be in that rut or maybe even dead. I was goign down a dangerous road consuming just about every drug I could get my hands on before this. Now I have quit smoking mj completely because it was affecting my life in a negative way. I may go back to it in the future if I feel i need to, but right now I enjoy being clear headed.

It is really just amazing at what has happened in my life since this. I am also getting new oppurtunities to advance my music and my career. New things just open up every day.

As I final ended I'd just like to thank the universe for creating us all and allowing us to live through this life...It really is amazing.

Peace And Love


note - I am sure there are typos and such but I am super tired and will try to fix them the next time I get to the net.

Nice report, I'm happy that you have been healed and continue to look forward to life in a positive way! It is truly inspiring to hear stories such as this, thanks for sharing! Good luck on your new found path

Thats great man well done, good for you! Inspiring stuff!

Fantastic Kung Pow, absolutely fantastic. I am SO happy for you. Enjoyed your story very much.

This is really, really fascinating, cutting edge stuff.. I cannot help but feel that stories like this should be in a book - should be part of modern science/psychology journals. The effects you describe are very REAL and more than likely DMT has taken you off a path of wanton destruction. Simply, amazing. Thank you for sharing.

I had a mini open eye breakthrough some months ago, clearing out what I thought was a small remainder of a friends inefficient hit via my GvG, but it was very confusing and although my friends stated that my reaction was absolutely electrifying (they had never heard me laugh like that before..) and I came out of it like the universe ejaculated me, I found I could not remember much of it at the end, which was dissapointing. But even so, I was left with a deep sense of foreboding, like.. "dont screw around with this stuff, better have your INTENTIONS clear next time.. (and not drink beer before probably).

It's reports like these I learn so much from and inspire me to explore hyperspace again =)

Thanks for the comments guy...I am glad that my story is inspiring to you. I do know that now I am thankful for everything and always look at everything like it was meant to be. I am still going through a lot of tough things but my attitude helps me get through them much better. It's like nothing can touch me anymore. I have also made huge leaps in how I let people treat me. I have always been really anti-social and really laid back, always afraid of conflict. NOw all of my fears are dissolved. If have a problem with someone I express it towards them and take care of it. Everything is just great.

I have also gotten back to producing music. For a long time I was trying to make music, but everytime I sat down to write I would come across some kind of block. After a while i just gave up. I was finally able to produce my first full track in a long time a few weeks ago. If you'd like a listen you can find it here:

http://soundcloud.com/kungpow/creator-gods

I suggest that if anyone is having problems in their life take an oral dose of dmt the right way. Your intentions have so much to do with the healing aspect of dmt and you must make it clear what they are. I hope more people can learn to use dmt in this way. It is soooo rewarding. I'll be making an order for another kilo of mhrb this week and can't wait to complete my extraction and get to work again.

Peace and Love

<3 keep it up brother glad to hear all of this

kungpow, awesome, inspiring report!

It's been in us all along, and what a wonderful reminder this particular sobstance can be.

Be well brotha!

this made me tear up..thank you