Have you tried meditation and physical exercise, Becker?
It helps heal and calm your mental health. It's the more slower/tedious route, but it is well worth it.
Remember man. These are tool your sought after, not "magic pills" that will make your problems go away.
They will show you things but it's up to YOU to do the work.
All the best.
Peace&Love
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