Safety Edit: Consuming crude Phalaris extract may contain dangerous byproducts. It is always the safe bet to ID the alkaloids first.
So I'm a little confused why this worked. Ton's of P. arundinacea grows near where I live. To test if I could make an aya-ish tea, I collected a large fist-full of grass and took it home. I prepared the tea in the following way:
1 - I put the grass blades in a steel pot. I covered the grass with a mixture of water and vinegar.
2 - I boiled for 30 minutes. The resulting tea was a murky green color, typical of plant matter.
3 - I strained out the grass, kept the tea, discarded the plant matter. It measured about 18 fl. oz. of tea
4 - This was the time I remembered that I don't keep rue or pharms in the house for MAOI. So I thought, what the hell, I have this huge container of fresh, ground black pepper, let's see if I can get it to work with that since it has some MAOI properties. I didn't really expect it to work.
5 - I added 3 tablespoons of black pepper, all at once, to the glass of tea. The tea instantly changed color from murky green to deep red. It looked like a glass of red ale.
6 - I added baking soda to the tea until it stopped reacting with the vinegar.
0:00 - I drank the tea. It didn't have a strong taste.
0:20 - I started feeling a little excited and anxious, as I normally do with psychedelics.
0:30 - I got a happy rush of energy.
0:45 - The world looked different. It was the same world, but things were somehow foreign. Unlike anything I've experienced previously.
1:00 - My version of the purge - I had diarrhea for 3 minutes. At the time I welcomed it and it felt very cleansing. It happened at exactly an hour.
1:00 -> 8:00 - It was at this time that I got a feel for what the experience was going to be like. I felt deeply connected to the universe. I'm not normally someone that says things like that, but that really is how I felt. I felt that all things were connected to me and I to all things. That I was so important and interconnected, and yet also so incredibly small and insignificant compared to the Infinite around me. My vision was off - I could see object's "energy fields" so to speak, for lack of a better term. Colors were not exactly brighter, but they certainly weren't normal. I went to places that I visit every day - shops near my home, the factory I work at, the neighborhood - and while I knew where I was and I felt comfortable, it was all different at the same time.
Not only the places were different, but I was different. I looked in the mirror, and saw the flaws on my skin and the dirt on my clothes from a day of work. Normally, I can be a rather depressed person, and think nasty thoughts about myself, but not now. I was fully accepting of the present moment. All was exactly as it should be, including me, and suddenly all these things about me that had bothered me so much were just blips on the screen of my Being and Oneness with God, creation, and everything.
This acceptance made me much happier than usual, and much calmer and placid. Everyone noticed, but no one actually ask why I was in such a good mood. I usually have a burning desire to smoke cigarettes and drink a lot of alcohol, but I didn't have either at this time. It seemed so silly to me, when only hours before I would have loved to go out with the boys and indulge. I passed and just kind of hung out. And it was wonderful.
So ...
I don't know what in the phalaris made this happen. But something happened, and that something was AWESOME, life changing, and incredibly powerful.
Did I accidentally make some weird compound when I added the pepper? Maybe pepper is a lot stronger than most people think? Maybe there is something else in the grass that is currently unknown but caused this?
All comments and suggestions are welcome, because I'd like to get to the bottom of why this worked. If it could be this easy all the time, then that's pretty interesting.