What message do I want to convey here? What message should I convey?

I have so many topics and subjects I'd love to talk about, but I'll make this reflect upon the ego behind Omniverse, and how external events shaped my own personal consciousness (or reality) of the world.

My consciousness was born in Suburbia, USA, and was heavily influenced by the culture up until I had an ego death (smoking weed) for the first time, which ultimately led to the psychedelic lifestyle. I've done the popular entheogens: lsd, lsa, mescaline, dmt, and psilocybin.


So who am I? I feel like you already know me. For I am you, and you are me; just experiencing the universe through different points of view in different physical shells and environments.

I'm 20 now, and my old aspirations are gone, my main goal in life is to help out Earth, because she desperately needs it more than ever.

I feel like the best way to get to know me would be the reader, you, to ask me questions, instead of me trying to put up some fallacious visage by babbling on about things.

Recently, I've decided to get back into the spice community, and I would be honored to join this intelligent, respectful forum.

- peace and love

It's a pleasure and honour to connect with you Omniverse.

Thanks Golden Ratio, I'm glad to meet you too! What forums do you travel to? There's quiet a lot; I've read up on extractions of various entheogens and reading the insightful, educational replies made me sign up so I too could gain some of that knowledge.

hello self

Hello self-with-a-different-ego to you too!

I hope I didn't come off as snobby, elitist, pompous, or send any unintentional bad vibes with the first post.

I just didn't know what to write for this kind of essay. By that I mean the logic behind me joining here is simple. I love entheogens and I want to learn more about them then just what the trip has to offer. So I went to an entheogen site to talk to other entheogen lover's as well.

Welcome, Omniverse!

I was really surprised to hear you say your first ego death was with cannabis. How old were you? It must have been some pretty cosmic stuff!

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Hello and welcome Omniverse.


my first ego death was with marijuana too, it was just some mexican grown weed..

Mee too the weed ego death. At age 12 . good alco gold with my brother in law. First time and out of a bong. Choked so bad and really thought i was about to die, for over an hour. Ego dissolved ! never felt that way off ganja ever since ! First time, the worst time, the best time, time did not exsist. Only the space between my ears !
Peace.

Sorry for my delay in replying. I don't really visit many other forums. Much of this is relatively new to me.
My journey began just over 12 months ago after a series of strange coincidences and bizarre occurances that unto now, have led me here.

Wow, that's amazing it only took mexican grown weed! Would you say you are more sensitive to the effects of weed than others Eliyahu?



Hahaha right on DooDah! Amazing how similar our first times were, I wonder how many people had ego deaths from bong rips + alcohol for their first time as well.



I was surprised too Electric Hippy, and I waited until 18 before I smoked weed. The night I chose to smoke was a life changer. The contributing factors to my ego death: being slightly drunk, using a bong for the first time, and deciding to do 2 "1 hitter quitters" after the first one didn't seem to work.

It was like someone broke an egg on top of my brain, if that egg were pure bliss, and it slowly trickled down my whole body. During this time, I was simultaneously having a CEV of my lungs and how the capillaries were pumping that smoke through my body. I had visual spinning, and music distortion was absurd (every song sounded like it was chopped and screwed).

During the whole experience I could not talk (at best I could say 1 word like "water" ), I was trapped inside my head, but luckily someone their knew what I was going through and was able to correctly express what I was feeling to the group. It lasted until I went to bed 6 hours later.

It's all good, I would have understood if you didn't respond either, there's so many great threads to read here!

What is this journey you speak of? And do you feel like those bizarre occurrences and strange things that led you here are merely a coincidence, or fate guiding you towards a new path?

The journey started in May of 2011 when I suddenly realised that the world is full of lies and illusions. I don't wish to go into too much detail now, but I just knew. After this realisation, everything just snow balled at a rapid pace.

Up to this point I had a real rational, left brained way of looking at things. If something couldn't be explained in these terms to me, then I always had coincidence to put my mind at ease. :-)

I now believe that I am walking a path. What my experience on this path is showing me, I'm not too sure yet.

I totally know what you mean! I feel like searching for the real truth is a pretty common theme among hyperspace travelers, along with curiosity for the unknown. I hope you get some real meaning out of this path that you're on

Sorry for the delayed post, I just got finished with my first batch of spice, and I got some nice white crystals. I am eager to be traveling once again.