More to come. Just had it. Feeling a little bit more put in my place right now. Not a very good explanation I know, but there are no words, no drawings, no way to convey. Only 45 mgs.12am. shits real.

Much love

Idk about copyrights. But Tool is about at least mentioning its not my own. If it helps, I personally bought this album three times. Besides, we all come from the same star stuff, so only the master intelligence has the copyright.

Congrats, I don't blame you for having nothing to say.

Be well.

SCB. "put in my place" and "shits real"...hehe.. I love it.

I'm glad you had what we call "the godhead" or "god" experience. Powerful beyond measure.
All I can really say in response is "I know" and that "I feel you".

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It wasn't a "you're in trouble" spiritual beatdown moment thankfully. I think I've been living right and acting right and so on and so forth. But I felt the massively powerful presence of God.

I was agnostic. I'm not anymore.
And I saw, experienced, what seemed to be not a god, but THE one and only. I don't like saying this in the sense of I'm pushing religion on anyone. I ran away for years from dogma, laughed at the bible and the sheep followers. I saw it as a moral tool. I just got grossly embarrassed. I don't remember the visual details. I was in my lawn chair. Just fucking balling.

That was session maybe 50 in my books. This was the one that put the spark back in life. Tempered my temper. I'm living in the typical afterglow effects.

The lyrics of parobol/parobol sum it up.

Yesss..too well..haha.

Truly sacred THIS is.

I kinda have to change my opinion a little. I would say the whole album LaTeRaLuS is the gospel to me.

We are all in this together. It really takes a village to raise a child. There have been a lot of people put in places to keep me alive. Now I'm indebted to everyone who has been there for me. There is no price that can be put on that. All I can do is be there too. And try to get anyone who is willing high as fuck on some d and hopefully with all my heart and soul experience what I have. Everyone deserves it. It is our right to be happy and just celebrate life.

The truth is not profitable. True happiness still makes money, just not as much as miserable sick blind humans. We can do this. I don't know how but we can save the our species. I'm still working out the details, but we can save this paradise. We are still alive for a reason. Crazy druggies can fix it all. But very delicately and systematically. We cannot have the hippy movement again. It's like sharing the biggest secret in the universe one by one until we all see again.

If you're reading this, I love you.

Do you still think it's all "imagination, nothing more"?

To be honest, I was hoping you might come around. Honestly I was a bit concerned when you were talking the it's all in your mind talk.


Tool says it all, The song Jambi makes a lovely reference to the Messiah.


Welcome back to the light side, where we offer refreshmants as well as cookies.

Thank you. You've witnessed the bad sides of me. I'm glad you were there to watch the transformation. I got caught up in the details and lost myself. It sure feels good to be home. Jambi is a fav. If you truly love something you will let it go, let it learn its own ways, and when it discovers that it figures it out, and you let it, it will come back with revere and respect. That is what God has done to/for us. Let us learn. Again, it feels so damn good to be home.

Also, the song "the humbling river" by puscifer just completely moves mountains.

Aaaaand...

There is a "war" to be won. It doesn't involve weapons or hate. It is the eternal internal war. To overcome the self. Once you know it, you know the only way to win this war is by NOT fighting. Surrender to yourself surrender to love. Love and hate are both contagious. What are YOU spreading? I know I got my big ass white flag waving proudly. There are no stripes, symbols, or anything the represents where I'm from. I'm just trying to infect others with love.

and another flower in the field blossoms
Welcome to evolution.
p.s I also followed Tool's breadcrumbs to that hole in the universe.

Hilarious right?! How insanely intelligent some music can be at being vaguely obvious! The paradox shows itself.

I just came back from becoming Brahman as well, extremely valuable experiences.

Nice. BTW, f---ing awesome quote!

Absolutely not. I have officially changed my stance. This administration is following the, uh, official God is real ideas. Dmt may be in your head, but the experience is not "in your head"

Nothing wrong with changing the POV but remember that also the POV on god or godhead or whatever you want to call it may change with time.

But isn't everything in our head? Just possibly not always made up by us?

Not referring to your experience, but personally DMT has never shown me any external gods but only the god dwelling within that's simply so alien it seems like a separate entity/being. Just like sometimes I think that entities are completely separate and sometimes I think they're a part of me, my thoughts and points of view change all the time, just saying it's something that DMT can do and it's kind of normal as you have seen with DMT. Simply because it's so difficult to be completely certain about its marvels.

I'm glad for your nice experience and I hope you will keep on receiving more

No need to changes sided. The experience you just had has convinced you of it's validity, but that does not in any shape form or fashion change the fact that it did indeed occur in your mind.

It's seems the more profound realization would not simple be the realization that there is a single God above all others, but to recognize that the dwelling place of this God you speak of is indeed with you. "For the kingodm of God is within".

Perhaps you are that which you have witnessed? Not you in the sense of your ego, but you in the sense of your vital essense. In any event I won't pretend to have the answers either. It's utterly profound, whether God turn out to be a separate being that created this all or whether it's all just us. Either way it's just profound man...and DMT/hyperspace is earth shattering the first few times ANYONE reach that place.

Peace.

First few?