hi all,
so ive done salvia around 25 times, about 20 of which have been within the past year. Most of the trips are a kind of vacuuming out of all thoughts and projections into whatever space or room im in, followed by the twisting and sucking and pushing of space itself, usually giving way to a breakthrough of realizing that im a part of a huge "ecology of souls", usually my closest family,relatives, friends, and then the rest of the humans on the planet. they are all watching and laughing and going "SEE!? Being one is alot weirder than you can imagine!" and its so cosmically funny. Anyway, what i want to get at is that a small handful of trips, about 5 or 6, have been radically different. instead of this twisting and extreme distortion of physics itself, something else happens. its like, my body freezes, or goes into extreme slow motion, then awareness, usually focused in on this particular body, lets go, and this matrix begins to form. it seems to be made up of all these interlocking square kind of shapes, and rotation geometry. i compare it alittle to a blocky 3d mario game. everything becomes bright mario game colors, and all the walls and buildings take on this transparent, colorful, gamelike quality. theres all of us as characters within the presently generated game we call life. im somehow the current main character, but not in the trip, in the trip awareness gets freed to move around. everything is pulsating and humming and moving along, or awareness itself is moving along all this matrix freely, yet very linearly, like its caught magnetized to these blocks that forms and moves long them, or is it my body thats moving along...moving to the left, then making right angle turns and moving along the next perpendicular "wall" or series of blocks....ugh its hard to remember. its this realization that all these buildings and furniture and structure and people and plants and streets and cars are all current ideas being generated in the matrix. anyway, would like to hear what anybody wants to say...thanks alot! journey on!

mariano

sounds heaps interesting... hearing all these reports just keeps making me keener to try this whacky sounding sacrament. I'm a bit nervous about trying it actually but its the next on my list. how would you compare the experience to the dmt experience?

^ The salvia and dmt experiences are both very very different trips. I havent had a lot of break through experiences on salvia myself to comment greatly on this. I remember a person saying to me one time that dmt puts you in the 'front seat' - whereas salvia throws you in the 'back seat'. You can also lose control of your bodily functions on salvia compared to dmt which is more of a visual effect - besides the obvious coinciding bodily sensations.

During salvia trips Ive seen people drop to the ground in laughter and urinate themselves, run head first through doors, and start assaulting the person beside them - just to name a few.

I wouldnt blame salvia as such for the incidents i mentioned above. You could say the people involved were quite mentally unstable to start with before taking the trip.

I would also like to learn more about salvia experiences, effects, and philosophies if anyone has more to share?

Last time I smoked Salvia, I mixed it with 15mg (or was it 10?) of spice. Anyways, I lost my ego entirely, and thought that it's completely possible for me to come back in a completely different reality. It felt like I just happened to come to this one, and have the memories and life that I do now, but I could have easily come back as a different person and thought nothing of it.

I think that this has happened to me once before on Salvia (or was it DXM? I would not recommend DXM.).

After coming out of the trip, however, I am back to feeling like I've had this life all my life. Still, very strange stuff. Makes you think how it's entirely possible that your past never even happened, and just appears to have happened.


By the way, I have no idea how people can move around on Salvia. During a breakthrough, I don't think I could move even if I tried.