Hello and welcome.
This is the time of year when Amanita Muscaria and P. Cubensis begin to fruit all over various parts of the united states.......
Since it's that mushy time of year I thought I would share a few of the personal experiences I have had with the elusive and mysterious substance know as
AMANITA MUSCARIA. The main observation I have made while working with Amanita is this:
It works best either in small amounts as a booster for other entheogens or as a dream enhancer. Amanita used by itself seems to produce next to no effect unless taken in large quantities, the resulting side effects from large doses include abdominal cramping and headaches, not pleasant. Also the Amanita needs to be heated and most
preferably sun dried for an important chemical transformation to take place,(Musscarine into Muscomole)
(SERIOUS WARNING: Picking and eating wild mushrooms is no joke and can potentially kill you. Do not attempt to pick any mushroom unless you are 100% certain of it's identification, if need be take a picture and post it on the forums for absolute positive ID by experts do that!!!!! )I present to you my humble trip report.....
PRE-CONDITIONS I had little interest in Amanita, but after stumbling across a very nice looking patch of them growing I decided to give it a whirl.
(mind)Set: Eager to explore the unknown
(physical condition) Set:Good
Setting (location):My Apartment, alone.
time of day: Night
recent drug use: Marijuana, Amanita by itself one week prior.
last meal: No special fasting was observed/
PARTICIPANTGender: M
body weight: 68 kilos
known sensitivities:None
history of use: Experienced with DMT, first time combing Amanita and DMT.
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): Sun Dried Amanita Muscaria, White DMT
Dose(s): 400-500mg of Amanita Muscaria cap, two hits of smoked Amanita Muscaria, DMT pipe loaded with 30mg, only one hit taken, dose unfinished.
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)
EFFECTSAdministration time: @9:00pm ingested amanita - @9:15pm smoked amanita -@9:20pm Smoked DMT
Duration: Amanita -mild sedative like effects felt for 12-24 hours, DMT- 10 minutes
Intensity (overall):Extremely.
Evaluation / notes: Stronger than DMT alone
OPTIONALPleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 1 mild stomach cramps the next day after
Visual Intensity: 4
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: 2 I got mild stomach cramps the day after. Nowadays I take less and get no cramps.
Afterglow: 3 the experience was very exciting and left me thinking about it for some time after.
REPORTOne year I obtained some fresh P. Cubensis specimens in a certain area not too far from where I live. They were growing a long a hiking trial on some cow patties. The mushrooms themselves were incredibly weak but the spores a obtained ended up producing some really fabulously potent mushrooms, unfortunately the strain died out and so I returned to the same place the following year in order to collect some more spore prints.
Hunting for fresh mushrooms out in the wild is one of my very favorite things to do. The exhilaration felt upon discovering an abundance of wild psychedelic mushrooms growing naturally in a beautiful forest setting to me is fairly priceless bit of primal satisfaction. To then eat those mushrooms and trip or even better to tame and cultivate a wild strain of Psilocybe in your very own home is also inexplicably rewarding on so many levels, to me it's like symbiosis it's most highly developed form.
So I am walking along the trail carrying along my backpack of specimens. I had found several P. Cubensis mushrooms along with an intriguing cactus specimen I decided to take home for identification purposes. I still have it in a garden pot to this day 4 years later, I plan to return it to the wilderness one day as I don't believe it contains any alkaloids of interest, I just thought it would be cool to grow it to giant proportions before, "setting it free".
The forest was dryer than it had been in previous years so the Cubensis was sparse. The trail made about a 3 mile loop around the woods and then back to the parking lot. I was about a mile from getting back to my car when my attention was caught by a bright red spot in the grass. Upon further examinations I saw that I had stumbled upon a perfect little patch of scarlet red Amanita Muscaria mushrooms. It was situated in the most scenic way imaginable inside a little forest oasis. There was a tiny stream running through a very flowery and picturesque little nook of a meadow, every thing around including the birch trees were a cartoon shade of lush forest green.
Columbines and purple Indian paintbrush flowers dominated the semi moist area and all throughout were a whole colony of the famous looking, red young amanitas. The tell tale white speckles were evenly sprinkled all over the tops, so I knew for sure it was A Muscaria. A short distance off I found a patch of dark orange colored mushrooms that looked similar, but I identified them as a mushroom known as "the sickener" the name says it all I'm guessing., at any rate I knew to leave them be. No white spots, no deal.
there are occasions when the speckles have been washed off by hard rain or something but I have a steadfast rule for mushroom hunting and that rule is: if ever in any doubt about a positive mushroom ID, just leave it, don't even touch it with bare hands.
I smoked a bit of marijuana and sat in meditation at the mystical spot for a moment just because I couldn't believe how fairy tale like it looked. I thanked the Amanita for providing me with it's fruiting body and a gathered some. It was the first Amanita specimens that I had ever gathered, I had seen them before but had always passed them by because I had read lots of negative things about them. This time I knew was different however, I took the raw natural beauty of the spot the Amanita were growing in to be a powerful and undeniable omen or sign, it was a clear invitation.
A gathered about 10 small young amanitas from that lovely place. I knew from reading extensively about them that the suggested method of preparation was by drying them in intense sunlight. Fortunately we were having some very hot days around that time so I was able to dry my Amanita over the course of two days.
How I did it was, after washing the fresh red mushrooms really well. I sliced them ultra thin with a very sharp knife and then set the numerous nearly paper thin slices out on a Pyrex baking dish directly in the scorching hot mid day sun, out on my patio. They were not quite dry by the first day so when my sunlight went away I put them in the fridge for safe keeping until the next day of sun.
(NOTE: I have since tried "internet" amanitas and they made me quite ill, I have also tried boiling the fresh mushrooms and this worked but was not quite as "smooth" as the sun dried ones. I also have tried boiling the internet ones, this worked least well. )
When my Amanita Muscaria was dried to a cracker hard crisp I knew they were ready for use. I first began by taking about 1 gram powdered dried caps. This had a sedative like effect and I ended up falling asleep early that evening. The dreams I had that night were beyond description to make a drastic understatement.
My regular dream state was completely transformed into a psychedelic experience of extreme magnitude.
The Amanita dreamstate was very DMT like in ways.... yet had a certain quality that I had never before experienced. I encountered these multi-spectral and graphically pixilated entities that were communicating to me through a series of intensely colored dots of living light that reminded me of the configuration of white speckles on top of an Amanita. These pixilated entities were able to communicate with me by using a sophisticated form of empathetic sythenasia , that is to say the rainbow sea of pinhole lights were somehow also very distinctly sounds just as much as they were pulsing colors, and the sound/colors were not only communicating but they were also calling me in a certain way, beckoning me inspiring me to 'awaken, rise up and travel" in a spiritual way.
I had seen similar entities on DMT but these entities had a different sort of ancient feel to them and yet they seemed clearly related somehow. When I woke up from the amanita induced visions of psychedelic slumber I had and instantaneous realization, I needed to combine DMT with Amanita. It was obvious to me that sleep along with Amanita had somehow created a powerful psychedelic experience. I strongly suspected that the "theoretical" release of sleep triggered, endogenous DMT was to blame for this incredibly potent effect.
(NOTE: I had some pretty awful stomach cramps the next day, lasted about 2 hours with an hour of bathroom down time)
From my sleep experience, I knew what I had to do next, a combination of Amanita and smoked DMT was in order. I waited for one week to elapse just incase there were any tolerance issues with Amanita, then on one late summer evening I ingested about a half gram of red Amanita cap, it tasted very mushroomy indeed, I found it to be even less palatable than Psilocybe. I waited 15 minutes and then I tried smoking a bit of the Amanita combined with marijuana. This also did not have a very charming flavor but was not too terrible. About 5 minutes after smoking two hits of Amanita I felt a bit sedated with mild dreaminess. I then put approximately 30mg of DMT into my DMT pipe and went off to a quite dim room for blast off.
I vaporized one large hit. The very instant that the fog cloud of white DMT made contact with my lungs I could feel an earth shaking change take place deep within the heart of my consciousness. I knew instantly that there was no physical way I would be able to take a second hit, I fumbled a bit to set the pipe down properly and I was just barely able to release the thing before I was swept out of my body.
I found myself in this bright golden space and I was looking at this giant glowing green wall. This strange green wall seemed to be alive in someway as it was breathing rhythmically. Something about the wall reminded me of wetsuit material, it had an amphibious quality to it that I could not quite put my finger on. I noticed there were these sort of wart like lumps all over it and that was when it began to look somehow familiar, it then dawned on me that I was looking at the back of a massive toad.
I was a bit taken aback because I had never seen anything like this before. By the same token surprises and DMT seem to go hand in hand so I was not too terribly alarmed by the mega sized toad that seemed to be in front of me. I was just concerned as to this rather sizable entities intentions towards me, were the benevolent or malevolent? I prepared myself for possible defensive maneuvering as I eagerly waited for the tremendous toad to turn around towards me, I was just hoping I wouldn't be squashed flat in the process.
Exhibiting a steady surprising grace that contrasted what I would have expected out of a 20 foot tall toad. The mammoth amphibian took it's time and moved slowly in a turtle like fashion as if to demonstrate it was taking a non-threatening posture towards me. After a moment of hearing some colorful squishy squashy toad foot sounds the gigantic creature had turned itself around completely and was facing me.
The fist thing that grabbed my attention about this toad being was the eyes. It's knowing eyes shined with a certain infinite glimmer that spoke volumes about the beings far reaching wisdom and power. He looked at me with an adamant calm and powerful look, like the seasoned look of a vetran warrior who had seen it all.
The toads had certain physical similarities to an Amanita Mushroom Cap. The toad literally radiated a feeling of ultimate mastery. Something in his eyes told me he was about to speak;
"I mean you no harm, Climb upon my back, I can take you anywhere. I can reveal to you many things, much that is hidden, about the universe and about yourself, join me for a ride and I will show you what I mean"
The tremendous toad slowly turned back around the way he was when I first saw him. I found that I was able to "will" myself on to the prehistoric looking toad back with almost no effort. I could actually feel the insanely alien texture of the amphibious toad skin as I literally "climbed aboard". There was a sensation similar being into a saddle. As soon as I was in a fixed position on the back of the giant toad the slowness of the toad quickly became a distant memory as we flashed instantaneously down the corridors of infinity.
As I was carried on the back of this archaic creature it was like riding in some sort of spacecraft, my instinct told me I being taken an incredibly far distance away from earth. The being showed me that he was able to "leap" through the space and time continuum with the same ease that I can travel from my couch to my refrigerator.
Unfortunately human language is of little value when it comes to describing what I saw while riding on the toads back. His display of power was one of the most extravagant that I had seen, the only time I had ever been shown so much in terms of "other worlds" by an entity was when I first met the Ayahuasca Ally.
The toad gently returned me to the earth plane and then politely asked me if I would like to form an alliance with him...
When my answer was affirmative, the Amanita Toad said, "And now we are kin to one another".
When the toad said this I had the very dramatic and undeniable sensation of having amphibious skin, I had pure Toad energy running through my blood, as strange as it may sound, it felt fantastic.
Hope this was an enjoyable read. Thanks for looking it over. I definitely have a few more Amanita tales up my sleeve, as I have been using this substance for about 3-4 years now.
I had a really vivid experience once when I combined Amanita and Psilocybin Cubensis. I will share that journey in the future.
Edit: all future trip reports will be posted at
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