Jorkest wrote:haha its not as bad as it sounds 40oztofreedom
I'm aware of that, haha, but I just get tired of the mainstream world.
Part of me has just always wanted to live in nature by myself. It probably won't happen. Haha, but the idea's always floating in the back of my brain.
I love being aware and attoned to all of this information, but at the same time I feel as if ignorance is bliss, and not knowing it almost would be better in a sense.
But something always keeps me away from that, and coming back for more.
So glad to see you have overcome them.
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
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I lie compulsively, and I am subjected to mental disorders as to where I have trouble even considering my own existance.