Ok here it goes.... I'm a 28 year old male from Atlanta Georgia which has moved to Kentucky 3 years ago. I was big in raves and festivals from 18-25. Everything was great. Ecstacy was big at one lpoint and of good quality. Than crystal meth took the city by storm. Instead of people hugging and loving they grew (sketchy) adn weary of one another. The quality fell and I myself went for meth. I was a junkie. Living on the steets and tweeker pads. I screwed up.


I had takin psychedelics a few times during that period. I took (gel tabs) LSD and loved it. We begin getting blotter that We thought was acid and ate it like candy for a whole summer. We had a great time. It turned out to be something called D.O.I. I don't recommend it. Teeth grinding and sweaty trip. Dirty. I learned the difference of Quality LSD that summer. The blotter was bitter tasting. I've done LSD in Kentucky and learned that if its bitter its a spitter. Lol.


I moved to Kentucky to kick crystal meth. It worked but I grew on to opiates. They are the most popular thing in my area. A real epeidemic. I found a small group of people in to psychedelics here. I found real mushrooms that changed my life here. I had the most spiritual experience of my life. I kicked the opiates recently. I went to rehab and don't need tham anymore. The mushrooms showed me a side of life I didn't know exsisted. I've become to dependent on man made things and not enough spiritually.

I found DMT through these people also and at first I can say I abused it. I did it consistently for about a summer. I got burned out on it and had some negative energy from the experiences so I slacked off. I do it around once a week now. I try and watch myself with whtaever chemical I do. Abuse and to much of anything is toxic I've learned the hard way. Anyway DMT is like nothing I have ever experienced. I very much so would like to try it oraly. Free basing is so intense it's hard to interpret.


All and all, I'm just a travelor of time and space. Trying to stay connected spiritualy as much as possible. I love life now and am constantly learning. That's the reason I joined the DMT Nexus. To learn and be safe about what I'm doing with my mind. I am afraid to extract my own. We have children and I have a friend doing federal time for manufatering DMT. He also had LSD and mushrooms and a few other things. I just want any advice or criticism on my journeys and am willing to share them with anyone willing to read them. I have vowed to not do opiates or speed but only psychedelics on occasion and maybe soon marijuana again. Nothing wrong with it I see as long as it's not abused also. Anyway Peace

I tried to put together paragraphs but failed somehow. Sorry

Welcome to the Nexus!

Im glad you were able to kick the bad habbits and find a healthier more balanced life! Also that you're looking for a good relationship with psychedelics. Did you check the Health and Safety section, specifically the parts on negative experiences and integration ?

Regarding extracting and potential legal problems, I can totally understand you, if you now have a family. May I ask why your friend got caught in the first place?

Be well!

Thank you for the hospitality. My friend got caught by shooting himself in the face while in an argument with his girlfriend over benzos (xanax). He's a good guy but has demons as with the rest of us. He had a bookbag of a bit of LSD, mushrooms, pot and whatever else. Scales in the house. Just so at the time had a few jars of mimosa. I believe he's pulling 3 years of federal time. 2 more to go. I also appreciate paragraphing out my essay. I'm still getting the hang of it. There's a lot to hyperspace I don't understand still. I wish there was a way to record the session. LoL. I guess we're not meant to understand it. I don't see to many entities. On occasion to where they're directly making contact with me. I see beings on my pariferals. Sometimes I see people just looking around ike they're window shopping. Wow. Wonder what it all means?