I had about 40 mgs left of my precious spice and I have been really hesitant about smoking it but yet I have really really wanted to. It has been over 4 months since I have attempted it and My friend (who extracts dmt) just handed me 400 mgs for free. Now I have jungle spice that I will mix with pure white spice....needless to say im about to attempt a breakthrough in the next 2 hours...

I have had a lot of hellish dmt experiences for the past year of attempts, but this time I know im ready to let go. I have been successful in college and am ready to graduate with a bachelors of business next may, not to mention I have come across a very beautiful women who is not only sweet and kind; but on my level with psychedelics as well. I could not be happier with my life right now and there is only more of it to experience.

I feel this is the best time to attempt another breakthrough (which i have only experienced once). I have been very skeptical about smoking spice mixed with weed through a regular pipe (since i have never been able to get even one effective hit out of it in past experiences). But since my last dmt trip I have been very patient with vaporizing the dmt/weed without letting any of it cherry. Tonight I feel very confident that I will be able to break though.

I guess I am just posting this because of my anticipation of this trip. I am usually ALWAYS more nervous than excited with DMT so I am confident this trip will be amazing. I will post a report after I come back. I love you guys.

Wish me luck,

Giver

Good luck mate, it sounds like life has you right in the thick of the good stuff

Happy Travels, and Godspeed.
Hg

I'm going to save a trip report in this thread for a later date...

I'm currently living at my dads house so I guess that is one part where I went wrong. Even though I have gotten the patience to vaporize the weed, I still fail to get 3 solid hits with just a pipe method. I need to get a VG.

I did manage to get 1 solid hit and I remember closing my eyes as soon as I got it and saw all these curved latticed lines, def some intricate closed eye visuals. I got a very scared feeling as well, but not even close to the fear you get at sub-breakthrough. I kept telling myself to relax and observe but I still felt as though I was not ready. I guess I was not in a comfortable surrounding either. I think it is because I cant take effective hits fast enough. Coming down now, I really do want to attempt it again soon.

On a side note, has anyone ever felt like the sub break through visuals on DMT seem "father like"? While the peak of LSD or Mushrooms is more "mother like?" I know it may sound crazy to you and it sounds crazy as fuck to me as well when I'm not peaking. But when I am it always seems to be the same connection with the visuals and it makes complete sense for about 60-120 seconds.

Yea I've always kind of felt like LSD and mushrooms are more feminine and DMT and ketamine are more masculine. Atleast in how the visuals and thought patterns present themselves. LSD and mushrooms feel as if they make you more receptive to existing information. While DMT you feel like your penetrating into a new space...Atleast in my opinion.

I had the, "leave it up to chance trips" that come from sandwiching DMT between weed in a regular bowl and its waaay to inconsistent. Now I got a GVG with Gibran2's copper mesh method and I KNOW if I try to breakthrough 90% of the time I shall. This allows you to put your mental preparedness into the trip not wondering if you will even trip or not.

I just now purchased a VG today and I tested it out with a layer of weed and 20 mgs of dmt on the top of it. It was very ineffective and the rushes I would get from the vapor were nothing compared to the rush you feel from freebasing it. Is there a better method of smoking this stuff with a VG? I hate wasting this stuff.

I smoke with wooden VG and it works great. I've never been successful with just sandwitching though, you must make enhanced leaf first (not too fine either... I found that enhancing crushed chunks of leaf works better than enhancing powder)

Good luck!

Nevermind my last question. I didnt even more screens or even weed this time. I put 3 solid dmt crystals in there and got 2 hits before my ligher burnt the fuck out of my hand, i remembered thinking "i need a torch lighter for the next journey" right when i fell back from 2 hits. I remember seeing the air above me circling to embrace me as a women would. "you did it right this time baby" is what i heard in my head and i asked her if she could take me further. She said i need more hits and she would. I remember coming down feeling her love and i wanted to fuck her, she told me she would be waiting for me next time to get fucked, and then i came down.

FUCK YES, I AM SO EXCITED I FINALLY FOUND A DEVICE THAT TOOK ME THAT FAR WITH EASE.

Some thoughts on DMT. Does any one else wonder why its like we have pre-installed like hardware in our heads? To me everytime I hit this stuff I watch one of the entities move things around in my head/body like almost as if they were levers and switches. It's just crazy to me how I feel this as if im a pre-programmed computer yet reality shows us that these are all neurons firing. I guess im rambling I just think its puzzling how machine like things get once you get that first good hit...