Wow, so last night i boiled about 15-25 grams of San Pedro (i'm a lightweight champion) at about 6:00 p.m. It was pretty hard to get down but not too bad. I got the typical nasea and a headache about 10 mins. later.
At about the 2 hour mark i felt like i needed to throw up and i was starting feel it, i sat around the toilet for a 30 min. feeling like i needed to puke and nada it goes away and i'm escalated into the beginning of the trip. I was watching a Dave Matthews & Tim Reynolds #41 video and i swear to God there was an alien, the typical alien face on Dave's shirt it was pretty wierd but cool.
Then i went to look at myself in the mirrir because i always try to align my back because it's always so tense and feels out of line and it's "was" in horrible condition up until this morning. So i'm sitting therer twisting my arms and stretching trying to relax my body and then i start to notice my right side of my face is swollen a bit. I thought i was an the alien for a minute and realized that i've alienated myself from other people because of my beliefs about myself.
So i end up spending most of my time trying to relax my back muscles taking baths and stretching, in deep thought noticing patterns and faces in things, aura's around my dog and lights, and just really flowing along with the experience without fear at all. Everynow and then the throw-up feeling would hit me because i was drinking lots of water but faded quickly. I ended up falling alseep at about 3 a.m. and i've never woken up so many times in one night (not a bad thing though) but finally I woke up for good this morning at about 9 a.m. feeling o-so-refreshed and happy and sooooo relaxed it's amazing on hardly any sleep!
The thing i love about San Pedro is that it's so mellow, no panic, it's introspective but it doesn't feel so much that what your thinking about yourself is attached to you and it's easy to think your way through things and change your thought processes for the better. I can't even smoke weed without having a panic attack so i'm glad i found san pedro. Dmt is next!!!
Overall it was a really good first time psychedelic experience for me, my back feels amazing today, no pain at all, i feel more aligned and relaxed and comfortable in my own skin. I don't feel the need to smoke so many ciggarretts or gobble down food like i'm starving or something or think too hard about things or what people think about me, i just let it come to me, go with the flow i'll find out what i need to knoww if i just let go and allow myself to just be. I no longer feel the need to waste my energy looking at porn
+++ And if you've never done it, do it somewhere in nature! Not surrounded by radiation from your computer or enclosed in your room.
I'm not very good at explaing things but i tried! I love San Pedro!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19GTZ9_fezI Here's the #41 video look on the left side of Dave Matthews shirt (Right Shoulder) Right above the guitar i still see the alien face. Tell me if you see it! Pause at 1:15, I've watche this vid many many times and have never noticed this.