The title was just to draw YOU in.You are now reading what you thought to be an interesting post, but what is really just a few questions involving these elements, Dmt, Water and the seed of life. Ok, the past 3 times I have attempted to blast off, I felt as though I am not going as far as I should be. I have used an oil burner before, and succesfully, however Ive been attempting to use a bubbler type oil burner lately. I usually take around two hits from 60-80mg's and cant really do a third as by then as I am too disoriented to take a third and usually clear the bowl. These past three times were the only times Ive smoalked white, before now it has been very yellow and waxy I also , didnt use water before whilst vaping- dont get me wrong, Im getting pretty Dosed - Synthesia, Geometric shapes,patterns, colors, and a little bit of the fear (I usually experience this briefly).I get to this Place/Head space - where I feel as though Im limited- like I didnt make hyper space but I am on the cusp. The seed of life seems to be a recurring theme that accompanies these past attempts. There has not been a Carrier wave, an Entity , and I just feel as though I am not breaking through. Maybe it is my method of Vaporization,I am not preparing enough, I am over complicating things( expecting too much) and or this seed of life has something to do with all of this. Has anyone experienced anything similar or anyones thoughts would be greatly appreciated on this subject. I would love to be in the presence of shiva again , or just catch that carrier wave that leads to something just as extraordinary.

It did sound pretty interesting.

DMT is a gamble, you most likely won't have the same thing twice.

I also forgot to mention earlier that I made a huge change in the way I live my life. I gave up very heavy usage of Smack(Heroin) and other drugs about 7 months ago and also became engaged 4 months ago. I just found my way back to psychadelics roughly a month ago, and I kinda think the dmt is showing me this seed of life and trying to help me grow? Ive just planted my seed of life and am growing into a new rythem of life possibly?. This seems too simple -maybe Im not looking at this broad enough and I was wondering if anyone else might have another view/perception of this.

You are saying that you use a meth style vaporizing bulb and are dosing 60-80mg?? What do you mean exactly bubbler type? You mean in a bong?

If you were to inhale 60mg of spice in one or two hits you would be having an extremely strong experience. Me and my buddy worked up to 60mg, well I actually stopped at 45mg, he did the heroic dose and he didnt have a choice to breakthrough. He just did. IME a dose of 60-80mg will force a breakthrough, or at the very least "you will not feel your body".

please explain your device history with DMT and are you using a torch or lighter, distance, more details please. if I am right, you are not vaping correctly. i use A vaporizer bulb (meth type) in an acrylic bong. i can have fairly strong experiences around 30mg.

Also body weight and metabolism CAN play a role in dose size. But i think its more likely you are either burning the spice or not heating it up enough.

With up to 80mg I'd think you should certainly break on through, or at least get to some decent visuals. Is this the first time smoking spice out of the bulb-bubbler? You may want to experiment with water and different lighters, distances, inhale techniques. I've always found big hits held for 15+ seconds will rock me. Are you able to get a decent draw from it? You mentioned usually you are disoriented by hit 3, what happens now when you reach hit 3? I'm not familiar with bubble oil burners so I can only suggest changes in heating or inhaling, but 60-80mg should be plenty. Perhaps grab a different style device if it isn't working still.

Hey buds sounds like you maybe need to meditate on your experiences a little more and Integrate them before your next journey, after i smoke i wait and when i have that erge to smoke again i usually hold off and it passes and later when i feel i am ready for another hit i do, say every three months about.

I recommend trying a water bong, a lot smoother, the sandwich technique getting it in one hit is so easy and strong.
I always use water bong now, i am a midst testing New lighting techniques, i think i will use HOT knives next time to light it.