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thick-light
#1 Posted : 6/10/2012 4:10:24 PM

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We had just finished an amazing fire ceremony. After we purified, grounded our selves purposefully, and painted up with clean energy, We began to puff, the blueberry bushes, and vines of blossoming grapes turned into what I can only call, leaf spirits, they began talking to me and said they wanted to teach a song/prayer. They spoke in these verses that I was just blown away by. The amazing thing is that I had the capacity, somehow, to remeber the prayer. It was af if they had somehow implanted it in my head. I feel like I need to share them, it was their intent, and their invocation.

Stand still and listen
can you hear the snakes
crawling in the grass?
Have you spoken with the Evening's Empress
and discussed the origin
of fire with the stars?
Are you aware of her eternal prents?
Her eternal prescence?

Our Mother who stirs The seas
Hallowed be thy name
with Breath of wind, and flesh of earth
in every living thing
give us fields golden fields
your rain your fire your seed
to gather in circles to bloom at dawn
Amid Eternity
lead us through your emerald forests
beyond the crumbling steeples
Deep in pasts of anceint pleasure
dancing grateful people
guide us into sacred gardens
where wombs enshrine us crimson ardent
to there be born again with wings
an eastern light the sunset brings
reveal to us your beauty and grace
the truth and love in everthing
Mystic queens and freedom kings
sing for serenity and release...

A flower sits motionless
a new breeze comes
of symphonies stirring
as each petal begins to rise
with morning eyes
and freedom sighs

and ever will it be....


When I came down enough to grab a tape recorder I did and got the message on tape. Has anyone had an experience where a spirit taught them a song or prayer? The leaf spirits, sorry I can't explain their prescence better, gave me a metaphysiacal workdown, and when I did come down I never felt so at peace with everything. I will mention that I was with a Shaman and He had guides prottecting me along with the fire grounding we did prior. If their is anyone out there who does work with a shaman I would love to hear about some of it. I believe this happened the way it did because of my Shaman's prescence. The guiding trust a practitioner provides is so key to having wonderful DMT flashes. I awoke after a few hours rest and was glowing with wellness, it's amazing how much healing can happen, when intent and purpose are true.

This was 4++ on 80 mg, All I can say is wow with a grateful astonishment that was very profound. What an amazing entheogen!!!!


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#2 Posted : 6/10/2012 4:15:14 PM

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It's a beautiful poem thick-light. I'm just curious, what did you use to smoke the 80mg?
"Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein

"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead

"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
 
thick-light
#3 Posted : 6/10/2012 5:09:15 PM

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A glass bat with the dmt sandwiched between some calea.
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#4 Posted : 6/10/2012 5:39:16 PM

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Beautiful. And rich with visual detail. Very lush, green, laden with dew. Nice.

Never had a poem come up like that... But I am a visual artist, and at times I have been gifted with visual flashes that felt like offerings, things that I need to bring back and explore on canvas.

I think Global was asking about your smoking method because, sheesh, 80mg is an insane dose.

Look at the "quality experience reports" section for posts from Antrocles and Olympus Mon. Very profound shaman experiences. Antrocles' story in particular is pretty breathtaking.
 
thick-light
#5 Posted : 6/10/2012 8:14:00 PM

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I kept pushing the dose higher and higher, because I had a scary DMT flash. after the bad flash that had me freaking out, I went to visit My shaman and we did some fire ceremony grounding work and some soul retrieval work, he also asked his guides to protect me along with the invocation of fire and the protection that that offers.

I wanted a massive breakthrough because I was no longer afraid of leaving my body or dieing of astonishment. When I took the 80mg in about 5 puffs, it was further than I had ever gone. The prescence of a Shaman that I trust helped me to let go of trivial things and be immersed in a higher realm.

I'm still amazed by the way the leaf spirits spoke and the vividness of their eyes. I am also a visual artist, but it's hard to put down on paper unless I found a way to make the pictures dance breathe and morph somehow.

I should take a computer art class so I might be able to create what I saw. When I got my art degree CGI was in its infancy and I was always a hands on artist, prefering to do an oil liquin sketch with burnt umber before I broke out the color.

I do blow glass and as soon as my ceramic stone comes in the mail, I'm going to work on a piece especially for DMT. I know it's possible that from the 80 mg I smoked maybe only 40 got inside me.

I did stack the DMT, first calea then dmt then more calea more dmt then more calea etc..., I found that a good triple stacked bat got the tryptamines burning right. By the time I blew out my fifth hit I was amazed. When I listened to the leaf spirits breathing and meditating I found my head full of words. As I wrote them down I felt as if some transciever was beaming the the words to me. It was a sweet possession but the brain filter was on and as it came through me I knew I was adding something, I just don,t know what it was.

It was strange and uplifting, but seemed to have almost a deja vu feeling. Who knows?

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