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The plants in my yard are looking at me + Salvia entity experience + psilocybin entity experience Options
 
magickalex
#1 Posted : 6/9/2012 8:53:30 PM

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what's up my fellow hyperspace peekers. i'm new to the forum and i intend these experiences to explain why i am here!

As far as DMT goes i've only smoked it around 3 times, though my experience with other dimensions or the plane/planes that get called 'hypersapace' are much more extensive.

the first time i experienced 'the other side' (from this life, at least) i was 15-16 in the woods behind my house with some friends experimenting for the first time with a then-legal newly popularized hallucigen known as Salvia Divinorum. I don't know what i expexted. Maybe to feel the high i got from cannabis plus some visual distortions like seeing trees change colors...well i had no idea what i was in for.

We had 10x or 20x extract, i forget, but the pipe was loaded and i took my hit. I felt funny, fuzzy, wavy, slippery...i felt somewhat like i was kina sliding off the face of reality. I grab the pipe again which i can barely see in the haze of neon glowing patterns starting to slide in my vision field. The pipe is backwars, so a sober friend reajusts it so my mouth is at the correct end and i take my last hit before i slide off into a cartoon world filled with smiling faces, and what seemed to be a welcoming parade of tiny beings singing laughing and showing me around their world. at this point i've lost total contact with the physical world... my friends, the woods, the pipe, legal hallucinogens, these things meant nothing to me anymore in my raptured state of being. i'm shown a cartoony castle which i distinctly remember thinking looked like it was built out of giant neon legos. everything looked kina like it was made out of neon legos for that matter. these little beings are literally talking to me psychicly (tho it seems it has a sound to it as if it is an actual language and not just picture-like thoughts communcating abstractly to one another). most of what was communicated was very fuzzy as soon as i cam out of the plant induced trance. the last thing i remember them showing me was a big glowing blue-print or sort of diagram showing a male and female of their kind. i have the distinct memory of the neon haze fading out into muddy tire tracks in the woods as i finally asked myself 'wow, what the fuck just happened!!!! where did all those things go!?!?!' it was so real. eerily real. seemed just as real if not more real than me and my 16 year old highschool-livin with mom-hanging out with friends mishmash of events that i call a life.
this left me with an endless array of questions...and a final understanding of what the fuck it meant when i would read a book about drugs and 'mystical experiences' was listed as a side effect of psychedelics haha.

needless to say this led me to a plethora of other salvia journeys (always seeing these same little beings) that all felt eerily familiar. i'd say 'deja vu' the wierd abstract feeling of 'oh yeeeah THIS is what its like', with no clear objective 'this' in sight is the first hing that comes to mind when i think of the salvia experience. i have plenty to say about salvia but i'll leave it for another day.

i also wanted to note an intersting experience that happened to me on a very high dose of psilocybin cubensis muchrooms (around 30 good size freshly picked field caps) i had when i was 17 or 18. me and some friends had gone picking on a very wet rainy day and were very succesfull! well i was drunk when i went into the field and was ready to trip that day so most of what i found ended up going directly to my mouth! in my drunkeness i just wasnt thinking of how many mushrooms i was actually eating! needless to say, by the time i had driven back into town (thats right kids, i was driving...do not do this at home! i was a hard headed kid. i've had to learn alot of things the hard way!) i told my friends i was gonna have to drop them off at home, i was feeling somthing BIG coming on and i needed to be alone. by the time i got to my house visuals were in full blast. i was tripping harder than I ever had before or since (on mushrooms) having to sit with my family and try to act normal...wasnt working haha. i remember sitting in the living room with my grandpa watching wheel of ofrtune and the entire living room just looked like a huge flashing psychedelic carnival basically. i excused myself to my room. this is still an hour within eating these caps, i was tripping hard and not even peaking yet. I decided to take a shower to try to calm my head (what was i thinking? haha) i remember listening to music and it sounding totally different and watching these water droplets form colorful tribal images of little people dancing all over my bathroom. i was entranced by these little people. before i knew it i was on the ground with a bloody forehead. i had slipped out of the shower in my trance. i cleaned myself up turned off the shower and laid down in bed in with my lights turned off. from that point forward during the trip i was no longer physical. i remember lifting off into hyperspace. seeing all sorts of strange biomechanical tubes and tunnles. black holes. I remember one point when it was like i was in this crystall hall of mirrors. i dont rmember alot of the hyperspace part of this trip except for the two little 'aliens' as i called them at the time (which is odd, because i had come to call the salvia beings 'faeries' or 'elfs' but for some reason to me at the time these seemed more like aliens)came to visit me. from what i remember it seemed to my mind as if they had seen me in distress along the hyperspace highway as they were travelling and stopped to see if i was alright or somthing. they looked kind of fuzzy, like the dust bunnies in this old kids show about a clown girl ( i cant remember what its called). they basically told me there was somthing in my 'brain' or 'head' that needed to be 'fixed' 'bridged' or 'reconnected' or somthing like that. i remember seeing and feeling this work going on with these tube like things i thought to be my head. now that i think about it the imagery was akin to representations ive seen of neuron synapses. after they were done with whatever they took off and soon afterward i was coming down, starting to see physical reality more and more clearly among the haze of hyperspacial activity my room was teeming with. i remember looking in the mirror afterwards and thinking i was really genuinly a 'beautiful' creature for the first time in my life.


ok ok ok and now the moment you've all been waiting for...DMT experiences. well i havent had many...but i'm planning to do some more journeying soon.

the first time i did DMT i was 19-20. i was pretty drunk the first time (dont get the idea that i just get drunk and do psychedelics all the time, i'm just more likely to say to my buddy 'hey let's go try that DMT out!' or 'yea, 30 mushrooms aint that much' when ive been drinking. luckily for my health and sanity i've cut down ALOT haha ). i just remember everything turning into flat, stained glass-like geometry and the shapes getting more and more complex very fast. i thought about the increasing complexity of the pattern being like the floor buttons lighting up on an elevator as you go up or down each floor. the pattern got to an intense point and sort of seemed to break realeasing a greater light source behind it. at this point not much is clear. i always feel like ive enetered into this biological engine or somthing shooting down all these little tubes in mulitple ways at once. i also get the distinct impression that i'm witnessing the the blueprint for a big city of light (New Jerusalem came to my mind). I come down in much of the same manner as i go up and the trip leaves me feeling exhilerated, like i was filled with the 'holy spirit' haha. i felt crazy good, like i wanted to ecstaticly jump for joy ,sing hallelujah and go speak in tounges like a pentacostal haha.

the next trip was similar. i rember the geometry again and seeing the city once again. but this time there was a point within my tip that i seemed to come out of the 'breakthrough' part of it and shift drastically back into my phycials bodies perspective, though i was still tripping with intense 'visuals' covering everything within the physical world. i remember shooting up onto my feet as soon as the sensation of my body retured. i felt as if i was once again possesed by the holy spirit. I walked franticly around the porch and fixed myslef in various positions without really thinking about it at all and observed me still completely tranced out friends. everything looked like it had like extra parts to it. everything from my friends to the flower pot to the oxygen permeating our space seemed to have extra little digital looking boxes and little parts on them. it was wild and so vivid and real. i look over at a big patch of flowery plants in my yard to find every single one of them is looking straight back at me as if saying 'hey there friend, we see you too!' even though they didnt have eyes. i could tell very obviously that they were just as full of life as me, my friends, and my cat.

well, if you didnt pick up on it i'm very interested in these 'hyperspace beings' 'machine elves' 'faeires' 'aliens' 'elementals' 'devas' 'angels' 'daemons' or whatevr they may be. i would like to get in contact with some and try to see what exactly their deal is and figure out more about what is goin on as a whole with our 'reality' as we know it. any information or experiences or comments are very much welcome.

thanks for hearin me out!!!
shalom

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magickalex
#2 Posted : 6/9/2012 9:34:01 PM

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o and on a funny and intersting note, a friend of mine that stayed sober during my first salvia expeirence told me that as soon as i took my last hit and he could tell i was in a full trance i started laughing like a mad-man and uttered the words ' the praying mantis skipped church and became the playing mantis! '. i remember none of this. just think it's a funny and intersting quote to hear froma person in a trance haha.
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"The mind is devoid of mind,
For the nature of mind is clear light."
From the Eight Thousand Verse Prajñāparamitā

 
 
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