I apologize for not using the set template but I cant bring myself to stop typing. The path is set.
I loaded my oil burner with 40mg of DMT about 35 minutes ago, but what is time, and who cares. I obtained a torch lighter last night and decided to see if it made a difference, in comparison to the failed attempts I had with a BIC.

As the spice began to melt and the smoke began to pour as if from the lungs of a dragon, I toked as slowly as i could, for about 15 seconds i filled my lungs with vapor, until I couldnt breathe in another gasp if I tried. I choked on it, but held it, held it as long as I could. It began to overtake me. I felt intense nausea, i stood up to throw up, gagged, nothing came out. I fell to the ground with the sun beaming on me like never before. I closed my eyes and died. I felt existance consume me, I became it and it became me... and everything was right, perfect.

Upon returning to my body I felt a power within my heart and soul that is unexplainable, my chest was and is home to something that it hadn't held before. I stood up slowly and raised my arms to the sky, staring into the sun... Divinity has consumed me, I am divine.

I walked inside to grab a pen and paper before I lost the words that flowed through my newfound mind. I realized I could never lose these words, these feelings, these emotions... and i smirked, happier than the word happy can describe, or any of its synonyms.

I began to write as free flowing and fast as I could... my soul was filling the paper for me. This is what it reads.

" This is where I became divine. Laying lifeless on the ground as I watched my body die and felt the supreme unmatchable power of nature consume what I once had thought I 'was'. Now i 'AM!' and forever will 'BE!' Ifelt myself grasping, clawing.. for something within myself that just wasnt there... so I let it in. Became it. I cant tell you what it is but you are not it... yet you are. The unattainable can be yours if you let it become you, and you become it."

I effortlessly grabbed my phone and took a few photos for tangible memory, though I feel i do not need them and i do not need to share them, for they are mine and forever in my memory... I chose to do so anyways, with Nexians in mind, as you have supported me in lesser existance.


I will attach the photos that I took as well as a photo of the paper I wrote on in a comment. Enjoy them, if you dont, oh well.

Thank you for taking the time to look over my documentation of transformation into what I was always destined to be.


Peace and Love.
thEorEtical.

Here you are. All the photos were taken from the exact spot where I died and was reborn

One of the pictures was uploaded twice, maybe that means its the most special... Idk, everything happens for a reason.

And

thEorEtical,

Really nice report -- I can feel the energy beaming from it! This reminds me very much if my first major breakthrough and it was beyond powerful - much like you in front of the sun, arms stretched wide!

One comment: Are you sure you want to be posting photos of yourself in the public forum? Please make sure you've considered all the consequences (as remote as they are).

Cheers and I look forward to more from you!

-a1pha

I would also like to add the pictures do not come from a place of cockiness or self worth... Rather that is just how I felt, powerful, and my body chose the pose for me.

Awesome report man! I was feeling alot of what you were saying. The instantaneous outmatched intensity that is a "breakthrough".

The snake eating its tail...truly infinite. Synching up organic chemicals within the human nervous system to fully blow open the doors of the transcendental divinity underlying each and every one of us and all physical reality....priceless.

Also alpha I thank you for words of kindness and concern. I appreciate your encouragement and support. =]

Nicely worded... And thank you. I am glad you enjoyed it.

Sorry I removed the pictures with your face. We've had one thread before where people were posting faces and Trav and the mods decided to remove it. Due to the nature of this website we believe people should maintain a minimum privacy for their own safety and consequently for the safety of the commmunity. Hope you understand it.

Welcome back to being an ordinary human.

Congratulations you have realized the divine within via direct gnosis.
Now the real work comes as you learn to reflect that back into the world.

Peace and welcome to the path.