Wow, I totally forgot about this thread and it makes me happy to see it still going! I've enjoyed reading your last replys. Maybe it's time to give quick update.
I've smoked DMT for a couple of time now in small doses 10-25mg. 10mg would give me threshold effects, sometimes CEV..sometimes nothing...a different body feel or very pale images. I need 25mgs for open eye visuals and I have to say that especially the bodyfeeling took me by surprise. It's not the rush which makes it difficult for me, but the body high. I've also found, that it gets easier for me with higher doses because I would be so amazed by them pretty colors that I couldn't even find a single moment to fear.
Well, I have to admit that it felt a bit scary somehow, but the feeling afterwards was just great and I couldn't sleep because I was still thinking about the vivid images I had seen! Never would I have expected them to be that crystal clear.
Inspired by my lowdose DMT success, I tried Salvia again and had an experience with 2g chewed leaves which were much more difficult than DMT. It was less colorful, darker..alsmost had an evil..or at least "strange" "gothic" like vibe to it. I was mocked and punished by silly little creatures but it felt like a bad dream afterwards and I wouldn't really call it a bad trip - it was fascinating. I tend to think about it more often than about my DMT smoking.
I regret nothing. It was a good decision to smoke DMT for a small glimpse. I definatly gained more confidence. Hopefully I can try a breakthru soon. I wanted more as I tripped. I tried to go deeper and smoked like 100mg in a period of 45 minutes. But I couldn't obtain more intense effects.
I saw the pattern of the holy serpent floating upond the carpet and everything was slightly warped. My hands were glowing and the wooden panels on the ceiling too.
I don't know how close that is to a breakthru. MAybe someone can help by telling me at which point I actually stopped and how much further it's possible to go.