okay so it's my birthday on friday.. and i haven't had any plan for what i want to do... well i've been craving some deemsters over the last couple of weeks cuz i haven't had any in months and the night before last i took a high dose of L, which made me crave full emmersion that much more... so eureeka, i have an idea!!

so what i'm thinking of doing, well I'd rather get some t. bridgesii, L, and deemsters but one of my best buds hasn't ever tried the cactus so i'ma wait on him for sometime this summer.. although i'm craving that cactii, lol...

well anyways,, so what i'm thinking of doing is dosing 4 g rue(either powdered in capsules or in a tincture), and then roughly 45 min later dosing capsuled yellow deemsters of about 150mg at the same time with some highly potent cubensis(powdered 2.5g - 3.5g) and also i'll prolly smoke the spice when i'm coming down, lol... also, i plan to do this during the day about 3 or 4 pm.. i can totally wait until later in the evening tho, but i've never tripped this combo in the day, well i've never tripped this combo period..i think it would be nice to see the day light's fractal bliss

my issue is, i haven't always been successfull with capsuled dmt.. or mixing it in juice to dissolve.. its yellow spice and my chem knowledge is limited... obviously i don't want to mess this up again.. i've done aya and pharma many many many times, but i've only been successfull with pharma a minute amount of times..i would just settle with aya but i currently can't attain mimosa at this time to brew a tea.

4g rue is just right for me, so long as my fast is on par.. anymore rue and i'm hugging the toilet for a few hours...

any suggestions? should i just smoke the deemsters instead? i mean, i don't think i'll be able to load it in the pipe at all with the rue and cubensis dosages i'm looking at,,, and i'm really wanting the multi hour emmersion experience all at once and not in breaks...

and another thing is, the last time i tried pharma, i used 4g rue capsuled, and about 100mg dmt in juice(though not all of it dissolved) and it didn't go off, so i tried taking another 50mg and my body rejected it, tried to smoke it and just the smell of it before i even lit the pipe made me puke..

any ideas are more than welcome

nice, my birthday is thursday. i think i might go for some formosahuasca. hell yeah. the syrian rue seriously makes me have to puke so i'm thinking about just boiling the seeds come thursday. you planning on boiling the whole seeds or grinding them. b/c i hear boiling the seeds whole reduces the nausea.

Were psychonaut parents horny and keeping busy in various Falls of various years?

My birthday is also on Friday, LOL. Happy birthday guys.

I have no advice on pharma - I haven't been able to get it to work for myself for a long time, but aya does work every time . . . regardless of what you choose, have a great one.

I am thinking I may take some MDMA - first (and probably only) time for this year) and maybe smoke some DMT. Depends on how I'm feeling/the day goes. But, it should be fun.

sounds like you should have quite the time godling.

but i cant comment much on the pharma as i have only got it to work a handful of times.
all i can say is, IMO it seems that some people arent taking enough harmalas to activate the DMT.

the few times i had success i was at doses of 100-150mg harmaline AND 150-250mg harmine at the same time, seemingly almost double what is needed and this was before i started to make my own harmalas, i havent tried pharma with harmalas i made myself yet.

but yet i never puked.....even though i try/want to and the 1-1.5% yields keep me from brewing/drinking rue because unless im just not getting all of the harmalas out i would need to drink 10 grams and upwards and that just seems like too much.

also happy birthday to staresatwalls and pandora as well!
hope you's have a great time

today is actually my birthday

will probably eat harmalas throughout the day maybe with a pinch of mushrooms and smoke a good dose of DMT

My birthday is thursday the 7th!

Happy birthday

Fasting is actually borderlines extreme regarding the rue, if one does not do it in traditional or cleansing purposes it's way overdo, simply diet to avoid high tyramine food and find your threshold for the mao-i effect, voila.

Now some people are naturally more sensitive and will therefore vomit when using it and some wont, in my experience, experience is also a factor, after my 8th time using rue as an inhibitor I would no longer puke and the nausea would in time also be completely eradicated.

So the body does adjust to a certain point, but there is several other ways to reach mao-i, I suggest you experiment with the different herbs and pharma's until you find the most suitable.

Syrian Rue is certainly one of the most harsh mao-i's and not very friendly for the grashoppers out there!