PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: nervous
(physical condition) Set: hadn't eaten breakfast yet, hungry otherwise OK
Setting (location): Bedroom, on bed, on top of blankets
time of day: 1:15 pm
recent drug use: none
last meal: Last night ~10:30pm Steak, Corn on the cob, mashed taters and gravy

PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 142 lbs.
known sensitivities: ?
history of use: Novice. ~9 times

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): DMT
Dose(s): 17mg
Method of administration: Vaporized


EFFECTS
Administration time: ~T=1:15pm
Duration: 5 minutes
First effects: Strong physical effects, increased anxiety, sound manipulation
Peak: 45 seconds after admin.
Come down: 1:20pm
Baseline: 1:31pm

Intensity (overall): 3 during first 20 secs. then a 2 after
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 4
Unplesantness: (0-4) 1
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 2.5
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 4 pretty strong haziness for about 10 minutes


REPORT

These are the words that pierced the membrane between here and inside wherever I just was. There is a veil that separates us from this place. I was able to bring words with me to explain at the truest what I was experiencing.

They Are Alive. Now when I said this to myself "they" seemed joyous of this understanding that I came to. They were beautiful, that's the best i can consciously announce to you.

Those orbs that contain a metallic looking material when you spin it, it resembles saturn or jupiter. Thats what i was kind of "swimming" through. Well they were swimming "in" or were a part of. This was not a breakthrough.

We observed each other and interacted in a way that shows they know as much about me as I do of them, except they seemed like they knew a little more. They were more experienced than I am at this.

They exist! I know they do. They displayed curiosity, and they understood my thoughts. They interacted with my thoughts. It felt as you would feel if you went to see dolphins and you were on the otherside of the glass and the dolphins were looking at you, except way more... something. Interaction, intelligence, i dont know. But more.

I was well aware of my surroundings (due to the small dose) but i also experimented with trying to dissolve what I could hear and sense of my actual physical surroundings. I can see how larger doses disassociate you from your physical body though the body high. That is why it is easier to breakthrough on larger doses but not necessary. For me anyways.

I have been having a hard time getting myself to dose for over a month now. I cant remember the last time I took DMT, but I forgot certain key things. This dose reminded me of a bunch of stuff I forgot. I'm hoping this will help calm my anxiety. This was an awesome journey today and I am so glad i pushed myself to dose.

anrchy

Cool stuff friend, I work with "lower" doses a lot and I'm a bit jealous of the style of your journeys.

For me whenever I do 10-20 mg I rarely get entity contact but I do see the aesthetic of hyperspace surrounding me in a 3-D like vision for the duration of the trip. It's a bit freaky and very annoying that I cannot procure any "visions" to integrate from lower doses, and if it continues that way I'll be loading 25+ every time.

Thanks for the report!

One thing that gets me is how I forgot "what it's like" from not dosin for so long. I remember satin to myself "oh ya, I remember now!"

This is only my 3rd or 4th time with any entity contact. I want to have a breakthrough really bad. But I will work with the lower dosages to try an decrease my anxiety. The upper dosages are so strong. It's intense.

We seem to be in/around the same boat friend and yes of course, if it's been a few weeks and I vape I'm hit with the usual wow yeah I remember this..and I remember I don't like it :S there's very few sub-breakthrough experiences I've enjoyed.

I haven't had any trips that I didn't like yet. I did have a 45 or 40mg dose that had some negatives in it but it was because I was being self conscious about myself while I was in. I learned a lot from that one and I don't consider it a trip I don't like.

This time I definitely could tell my anxiety last slightly longer. It didn't stop until I peaked. Usually it's washed away during the increase in intensity. this time after I peaked, I quickly became comfortable with what I was feeling. I realized it was familiar. That's when I started enjoying it big time. Anxiety is such a drag.

Another thing I remembered happening. As soon as I sensed the come down and the visuals decreasing, I tried to hold on and was kind of successful. The experience did last a couple minutes longer then if I had let it go away. Atleast that's what it felt like was happening.