The day after my first pharma experience I was fortunate enough to try LSD and oral DMT together--a hefty reason why "My First Oral DMT Experience" has been untouched. All I have to say is, I'm still getting goosebumps from the visions I had. The best way I can describe what happened is I was erased from existence, that is to say, my ego ceased to exist.

For a while I was convinced I was a planet floating around a star, with all these useless bacterium fighting amongst themselves on my skin, they didn't phase me and in fact I could not understand why these "pests" put so much weight into the things they did. At some point I realized that I was NOT a planet, and I started relating to the "bacteria" more and more. Eventually I was many different humans throughout different periods of history. I could not for the life of me not wonder how so many humans have come and gone with little or no history to them, so many consciousnesses lost to the annals of time. Still through all this "I" did not exist, "I" was everyone. More and more I traveled from the beginning of "man" as we know it and memories of "my" existence eventually leaked back into my thinking.

This is when I started freaking out. I looked down at my body, I was a cosmic fetus--nothing more than a developing transparent baby, floating amongst the cosmos surrounded by a glowing orange light, some type of womb it felt like... It was the MOST intense feeling of contentment, the MOST intense feeling of security. Suddenly looking out upon the cosmos enormous, universe-sized fractal giants, began devouring entire galaxies. I cannot begin to describe how these monsters (I tried to draw one and it looks like some monster out of a video game lol) looked but all things ended with their devouring. I was frantic, scared, and full of anxiety. There was nothing more than death and destruction after a futile struggle just to stay alive, nothing significant or special about the emptiness of the cosmos, just in the end a lack of life, much like darkness is the lack of light. When there was no hope left and everything was devoured, (this was about the time I started feeling the nausea from pharma) and I literally felt sick to my stomach, I saw what I imagine was the universe at the moments of its creation--an infinitely dense infinitely massive singularity, and suddenly the "big bang" occured...

At this moment the most divine, undeniably unconditionally loving, force--looked like a liquid of some sort glowing with a color that just does not exist--was diffused entirely and absolutely throughout the expanding universe, as over what felt like hours it all slowly expanded to something familiar and recognizable by me, glowing and teeming with new life again. It was as if this "force" was some sort of intelligence, giving way to the conditions for life within everything. And suddenly I was at the foot of a symmetrical tiered structure, this is the hardest to explain. The structure rose and grew, getting skinnier as the top continued to extend upwards, seeming to focus more and more on its center. Slowly legs formed along the edges of the structure, 8 in total giving it support, and then a female torso, followed by 8 flowing arms all etched with eyes up and down as well as in the palms of the hands. Above the torso a 4 headed male/female (impossible to really tell it had so many body parts in the wrong places) with a singular extension forming from the top of all 4 heads into this glowing, intensely beautiful light.

I was barely a full grown human still and I watched energy pulse from the top of the entity/structure at this beautiful glowing culmination. It vibrated the space between us eventually reaching me as the most angelic "singing" I have ever heard. This began to vibrate my body in the most pleasant of manners causing me to eventually become fully aware of my body again and able to stand up and get out of bed to deal with the purge that was imminent. Afterwards my mind was reeling, I was scared, excited, worried about the death of my mother, any emotion and every emotion I couldn't stop experiencing them. Ever present was this divine angelic choir-like singing, very little fluctuation in frequency just a pure energy that seemed to flow into me through the top of my head. By focusing on it I was able to calm myself eventually, it was as if something knew I was going to be in need of release from my own thoughts lol.

There are many more things and images that popped into and out of my mind for the 18 hours that I could not fall asleep, these were just the most intense. I have no idea what happened really, it blew away pharma, mushrooms, and LSD all by themselves, it blew away vaporizing DMT.

So, really, can one get ANY higher? Does anyone have experience with other combinations? With all the "competing" most of the psychedelics do with each other, cross-tolerance etc., is there any other combination that provide such an intense synergy? Personally, I can't even comprehend tripping harder than that.. the only possibility just never coming back from the vision lol.

Well I hope this makes up for the lack of detail in my first oral DMT experience, which by comparison was like smoking weed compared to smoking DMT, powers of 10 more powerful

iomega

Wow what a great read and it sounds like you had an experience you won't forget any time soon. Thanks for sharing! It's funny because I just acquired a tab of acid and I was thinking about trying a combination with oral DMT. I do believe you have just convinced me to give it a go. If you don't mind me asking, what was your dosing?

I grabbed 5 drops of LSD, I'm assuming they were about 100mics each, so I'd say 400-500mics. Three hours after letting all 5 sugar cubes dissolve in my mouth and peaking wonderfully I decided to add the pharma. I weighed out 250mg of harmalas and 140mg of DMT dissolved them in juice and took the shots about 10 minutes apart respectively. Within a VERY short period of time, the beautiful colors of one of my tapestries sank in completely to the black background, creating fabric seemingly void of light altogether. This is when a glowing green sphere floated out of it and completely enveloped me, causing me loss with visual reality and loss of ego. It took no time at all. This was about 1:00AM (I dropped the acid at 10pm 3 hours earlier) and I was not able to tell what the clock said or what it even meant until about 3:45am when I was in the living room after purging and being caressed by the angelic singing

I highly recommend the synergy of this experience, just make sure mood set and setting are perfect!

Good luck and fantastic voyages

140mg DMT?

Brave man, I applaud you!

Beautiful report, thanks for posting!

One could add more tryptamines instead, O_o
nice report, I tend to lean in your favour - LSD adds a mental flavour to it that is unparalled... but 4-aco or good old psilocybin is probably the heaviest your gonna get in terms of an additive in ayahuasca. Ive only done it once and it was three hours in and i was TERRIFIED.

would liked to have read it but walls of texts are too much for me, please add paragraphs cheers

worth the read anyways.

ditto; DAMN good read. this is why i trip. for beautiful (healing) visions such as this.

I am glad you remembered enough of it to share with us. Very fascinating.

Why not have a vision of you jumping on Lego's doing back flips naked while cooking breakfast for your marshmallow friends that like to eat only blue cars?

I find it interesting this stuff always tends to take some spiritual route, personal growth, important memories, cosmic reflection...etc. Especially on the huge "My Mind has been BLOWN trips" like what you have just elegantly described.

At the peak of my fungus + pharma journey I was convinced that I was so expanded/connected/strong/high/enlightened that I could never come down. I obviously did make it back to par, which I realized is kind of cool, because a lot of my amazement at the miracles I was witnessing was due to the huge contrast from my regular state of being and the speed of progression into that heavenly existence.

I'm sure there are always ways of getting higher. When the stars are aligned and you're ready to go really deep again, the only way it will be perfect is if it outdoes your last experience, which is probably impossible to imagine right now. Best of luck.

Thank you for all the kind words and comments guys! I sat down here on my day off about a week later to finally edit this post (the past week has just been a blur, the entire time my thoughts seeming to always float back to my journey) and I see a moderator has already done it.
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Thank you so much to whomever I owe for making my post worthy of an intelligent read

As of right now I'm all out of harmalas, I gave my cousin a wonderful introduction to them yesterday he had a great time from 180mg of them! Got my rue boiled right now though and just gotta clean clean clean that dirty water and hopefully soon again I can experience this--I guess the consensus so far is the only way to go deeper is plain old more tryptamines, seeing as that is a possibility perhaps soon I'll be having visions of naked Lego leaping back flips

Again thank you much for the read everyone (and the edits!) Also thanks to everyone in chat that night beforehand cheering me on.. Talking about doing it was certainly a lot easier than actually taking the leap of faith and drinking those pharma shots. Had I not had the wonderful support I may well have missed out on one of the most divine moments of my life!!

Iomega