EVERY TIME I'm done masturbating. No really though..every time I'm done I get the urge to load up the pipe, or I just ponder psychedelic experiences in general.

This is a weird phenomena

Anyone else?

It's not that weird, really. There is a lot we can learn from listening to our bodies. I do not particularly get this urge but I would suggest meditating on it. Maybe the change in neurochemistry is calming and you find it easier to vape in that mind state, or maybe the flow of energies leaves you refreshed and not feeling stagnant thus more clear. I do not know that was pure speculation.

maybe you only want to smoke when you are more relaxed to the idea of it? i've heard of members here drinking a beer or two before smoking too calm the nerves, besides that no idea!

While I cannot relate to that phenomenon, every time after masturbation, I used to feel very at peace with myself/was calmer, and definitely noticed a change in mentality about lots of things. For example, before masturbation when I was addicted, I couldn't fathom going without watching porn or going to sleep but afterwards I would feel completely confident that I would never need to watch porn again and that I could go to sleep (which I figured was the result of those dopamines firing in my head).

Your case may be the same where your mentality changes simply because your brain chemistry has changed (yes, it happens after masturbating).

Thanks for the answers guys, I bet it is the neurochemistry change putting me in a more open and relaxed mood towards the spice. Maybe I'll act on the change one of these days

Face it, your a deviant

faced it!

Vape right just before your peak and see where it takes you. Or vape and just start to jerk. You might meet some entities that will finish you off!

I have thought about locations being something too. Like in an airplane to vape, or outerspace, on a mountain top, during a lightning storm or in a boat on a lake. (not masterbating though)