Hello everyone,

I just wanted to formally introduce myself as I have been studying the information on this site for some time now but have never made a single post and now after all the wonderful things I have learned I really feel I would like to at least try to give something back as psychedelics and this site have really made a positive change in my life.

Only a few years ago I was lost and I didn't even know it, I was consuming all kinds of drugs at an alarming rate and not really taking the time to consider what I was doing to myself, I began to notice a few small health problems but still continued to party with general disregard for myself and those around me. After a few years of this I made some friends that also loved to party and have a good time but on a more concious level, they introduced me to psychedelics properly. I had dabbled with LSD in the past a couple of times but never really enough to break down the barriers my lifetime of conditioning had built. These friends helped me to do that and once I did I stopped abusing drugs very soon after and ever since my life has gotten better and better, I can't say I'm perfect now as that would be untrue but I am much happier, healthier and more considerate to everything and everyone around me.

I still have a long way to go and much to learn in this existence but would love to share what I have learned with others and try to give something back in any way I can.

Peace and Love to all
ken5ie

Welcome to the Nexus Ken5ie.

Have you ever done DMT specifically before?

Look forward to learning with you in the future.

Welcome to the Nexus!

Its very good to hear about your development towards a more respectful, conscious and balanced use of drugs and life in general.

I dont think any of us can say we're perfect now, life is an ever-changing path and we must keep trying to be more aware and balanced till the day we die. What matters is that you're taking steps forward, and slowly (or sometimes not-so-slowly) improving

You didnt specifically mention DMT.. Did you try that yet, oral or vapped? What about extractions?

Be well!

Thank you for your replies, it's awesome how nice everyone is here

In answer to your questions, yes I have tried DMT on 4 occasions each of which smoked, although I found the effects to be very strong in comparison to other psychedelics (except Salvia) I have yet to break through.

All of the experiences were given to me by friends who had performed their own extractions. The most profound experience was the most amazing feeling in my whole life to date, I was inspected by this beautiful female golden light then after it/she had checked my body all over (I'm not sure what for) she communicated to me through feelings and showed me a breathing technique to use when I meditate then proceeded to show me how no matter what the universe (or omniverse if you like) loved me unconditionally. This is the most powerful feeling of love I have ever experienced and to this day all I have to do is remember it and I feel it again.

One thing that was common in each experience was the feeling that this was so natural something I hadn't experienced with any other drug before. These experiences were around two years ago now and I have wanted to experience again ever since, but I have felt that if I do so I should be the one to do the extraction as I feel this is a big part of the ritual. So in answer to your other question no I haven't yet performed my own extraction but recently I have been considering it and reading up on all the information I can find on the matter. If I do finally decide to make that step I think I would try q21q21's tek as it seems a much more universally friendly way to go.

Thank you for your kind words and interest

That sounds like a nice powerful experience indeed

Funny you say about her checking your body, I think thats a common motif... I've been inspected a few times, even operated by beings when smoking dmt.. Even though I understand the people that have had dark experiences, i've always felt that overal it was very positive and benevolent.

If you need any help with the extractions and the FAQ wont answer, be sure to let us know!

In the meanwhile, keep posting in discussions you find of interest..

See you around!