Hello Nexus!

To begin, my name is Deathscreton. You can call me Dexi, Oreo (a play on my irl name), or Death. Whatever suites your fancy. I'm a part time game coder for the soon to come MMOFPS ZDay and a medical assistant during the day. I'm a gaming enthusiast and my hobbies include reading, writing stories/poems, computer programming and repair along with hanging with friends whenever I can.

To join a community like this is very rare of me. While I have plenty of forums I frequent, there's only one other (besides this one I hope to make as well) that I can consider a second (or third in this case) home. I've lurked for awhile, reading different threads (particularly the one on the thoughts of selling DMT) and have come to realize that many that inhabit these threads and pages are intellectual and spiritual people whose goal in life isn't to thrive, but live. This strikes me quite well, and with me being new to the scene (I use that for the lack of a better word), I figured placing my roots within the confines of such a community as this would be good.

As for my experience with psychedelics, I have none. The only other drug I've ever tried was weed. Don't get me wrong, I'm not here because I'm looking for that harder "thrill", I'm here for other reasons. I used weed myself as a way to see things I couldn't before. I never hallucinated, but what weed did was allow me to relax myself past the point of worry. I was able to sit and contemplate things I normally couldn't do due to the stress and anxiety caused by everyday normal life. Normally, I'm able to cope, but sometimes, as well all do, we need time to relax and really meditate on ourselves.

A friend of mine has been watching and researching N,NDMT for a few years now and with us coming together with others (four people in all), we've created a new small family of ours where nothing is shamed. He's come forward and presented DMT to us in the form of ideals and information. Astounded by the amount of information on the drug, I recently started researching myself. I've seen videos, read articles, and even learned different extractions methods. Overall, I feel that DMT would allow me visage and access to new planes that I cannot access myself.

I've attempted to do these through different methods, such as lucid dreaming. However, I never could reach the areas I wanted.

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Anyways, I know that was long, forgive me. I'm just excited to have found a place that might be able to point me in the right direction, a place I can help build upon once I have gained enough knowledge myself.

Welcome to the Nexus!

DMT is sure to break any expectations you may have regarding it. I suggest you check our WIKI in general, and places such as the FAQ and the Health and Safety section.. Also the DMT wiki has a lot of referenced information of use regarding DMT: https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/DMT

Are you rather considering vaporized DMT or also oral use/ayahuasca?

I'm reading the FAQ as we speak.

And I'm considerably used to smoking, so I figured I would stay with that trend (even if it does seem like a silly reason for it. My lungs must hate me by now. xD).

Welcome to the Nexus, I too am new a new user in a similiar situation to yourself, never tried spice.
Is it just me or do you feel an overwhelming sense of pride and respect in this family?
A sense that people are hear to pass on knowledge to anyone willing.

Welcome Death, I hope you find exactly what your looking for with DMT, although I imagine you'll end up finding much much more than you currently expect.

Justcurious: I feel like the people here are a group of the most caring helpful people from around the world. And the fact that the people this place attracts are just so sincere, I think it lends naturally to us all ending up with the deep respect for the community you mention. imagine if everyone in your town was this helpful to you everyday with every problem or situation that arose...

Spice is quite the interesting thing. To be honest, I can't find a single reason for it being illegal, especially since it's naturally found in the body. As for the community, I do sense a overwhelming pride and have much respect from it. All the higher the expectations. Don't disappoint me. ;D



To be frank, I'm nervous about what I'm going to feel during launch and breakthrough and whatever therafter. With no previous experience, what I expect is only what I read in articles and experiences, and most of those were ineffable.

No matter what you expect from it before you go, your wrong. Not wanting to be mean lol, but its just impossible to know. Its like trying to describe being high on weed to someone who's never smoked, words can't do it justice. (this is just an analogy, DMT isn't like weed.)

I was very nervous my first time through too, just important to start out wish small dosages and work your way up like slowly. It's definitely not for everyone, and it'd be easier to realize that on a just past launch trip then a flying out of your body or breakthrough type experience.

I'd say that it is definitely a great time for me 85% of the time or so, all glowing fun positive experiences, but there are the 15% that are darker or negative. Just something to keep in mind.

If you want to, go for it. My life's never been the same since I went my first time, and I wouldn't take that back for the world. Its amazing, crazy, and whatever you experience while your on it, it will definitely pull you out of your box and shatter a couple of preconceived notions of things.

Best of luck