I'm still a new member, so can't post trip report in the correct area yet.

Anyways, I have a small chillum with about 40mg of spice sandwiched in with cannabis. Going to blast off within about 10 to fifteen minutes here.

And posting this so that I can confront my pre launch jitters and provide some reason for not backing out at the last second. To clarify, I really want to go back to hyperspace, and believe I've handled integration from my last excursion incredibly well, I just get very anxious at the initial transition/blast off as for some reason the feeling is uncomfortable to me.

Wish me luck in hyperspace.

Have a form ready to fill in with some trip impressions and will post them up just as soon as I get back.

Good luck in Hyperspace!

I personally find that smoking/vaping DMT simultaneously with cannabis tends to make the trip less clear.40mg if vaporised well and taken in one hit will be very impressive!!

Friday May 4th, 12:21 AM Location, my living room, medium sized, lights on, tv fans and noise sources off. Going to have a playlist of dubstep/house music set up, but don’t know if I’ll listen to it or not.

A little bit ago I got .2 g of spice set up into three ~33mg hits and two ~50mg hits. Don’t think I’ll be using all of them, but just wanted to be more than prepared incase my explorations need more time.

As I’ve stated quite a bit I’ve been lurking a bunch here on the Nexus, so over the last few days I’ve been reading a lot trying to calm down my pre launch jitters, two of my houses roommates have been drinking, and I got a small chillum loaded sandwich style with ~40mg of spice and some cannabis, right as I finished this 6 very attractive females showed up, which was a pleasant surprise, but I had to postpone my blastoff until after they left, as hyperspace around that many people for me is unpleasant.

So I’m sitting on a blue leather couch, chillum in hand...3...2...1...and blast off.

Oh man, still dizzy with it. The whit of this background still has glossy phlorocense color fractal type stuff and the keys fell really tingly or maybe thats my fingers.

Anyway while its fresh no time to digress and so on,
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Started off and I was thinking AHHH, then I was like oh this is nice, and familiar, I looked around my ceiling which had started to fractalize like crazy already. Blew out a hit, got confused about the concept of hitting a pipe for a minute. Had avicii penguin club mix going and It was really epicly doing this drop down while up thing that was a bit mind blowing. The floor was shifting, and deep within myself I got the sensation that like quantum flux of some strain was happening to like acclimate the hyperspace juxtaposed onto my physical reality. Chairs started being really chair like at this point, before melting into something that wasn’t really anything in particular, but most certainly was not a chair. Then I remembered my intent had been to ask for some kind of guide to the whole hyperspace region, whether it be a personal guide, or just some kind entity wishing to show me around the depths of the universe right quick. So I asked, and I was instantly like, pressure, whole body pressure, everywhere, set the pipe down at this point and moved my power object(a one inch piece of MHRB polished smoothed from rubbing it during a previous acid trip) to the side as well, sat back because I felt forced that direction, laid back kind of, then closed my eyes, and the instant I did penguin(the song) stopped playing, it was streaming on youtube, and just stalled, even though it was completely loaded and theres no one else on my wifi at all besides me and we get very good consistant speeds as I go to some sites to test that kind of thing. Anyway got a weird very intense pressure in my sinuses also rather simultaneously. It grew and grew, and even when I thought it couldn’t grow anymore it did, and directions I couldnt really put into perspective here in the real reality. At this time my closed eye visuals were like flowing, but with black in the middle and at the edges. I asked if this was my guide, and a blue type entity, self transforming and biomechanical appeared in the center of my vision, I saw a face for a brief second, but then an upstairs neighbor(one house, upstairs has their own whatever) stomped and I opened my eyes. Right when I did my tingling limbs stopped tingling and I realized I was coming down, I forcefully reached for my chillum and hit some of the leftovers again but it only gave me this glowing floruescnt type colors im seeing while typing this.

This is very course and rough, just wanted to get it all down, then Ill edit later tonight or tomorrow after I analyze it a bit more.

I so far think at one point I was just really caught up with the beauty of the entire fractal picture and stuff going on in the walls and floor and then the chairs melted and it reminded me everything is transitory and impermanent, and that while I can appreciate its beauty I need to know the true nature of things and not get caught up in the material(recurring theme to minor extent throughout my various psychoactive escapades). After this I remembered my intent, asked, and very seriously resonated with the fact that the entity I saw in the center of my field of vision was a guide who had graciously accepted to lead me around and then I sensed a faster flowing of the crazy colorful geometric self transforming “landscape” around me right before the neighbor stomped and Then I opened my eyes and everything slowly started coming back and now im posting this. Ha. whew.

Thanks Corpus Collosum. After those girls left my house I stalled for quite a bit, read your reply and that was my final determining factor in putting it off no longer and blasting off. So thank you very very much. I had an incredible enjoyable ride.

EDIT: I agree about the cannabis dulling the experience, however I'm kind of a fairly heavy daily smoker, and I only use minute amounts in thin layers, the small one and a half inch chillum I had's bowl was only maybe 1/3 to 1/2 full. Probably a bit less than a quarter "bowl"'s worth of weed. So while it does have some effect, hopefully very little. Now that the chillum has ash left in it, I save that for whenever my next excursion happens to be, so usually it's only one small layer of cannabis as well, which I do notice a difference between the one and two layers. Eventually I'm going to get another Vapor Genie. My first one was taken by the police this summer along with my other cannabis pipe when I was arrested.

It was rather short lived, only about 8 minutes i think, with the florescent type lights lasting until right about now while i typed up the rough trip report for the next ten minutes or so. I'm thinking about maybe trying to meditate now to try and determine a plan for integrating what I already found out as well as trying to figure it out a bit deeper as well for a couple of hours than dozing off.

I'm also thinking of doing my standard 65mg breakthrough dose sometime possibly early this morning or later on in tomorrows evening hours, as it has been several months since i've done any tripping at all, and this was such a brief encounter with hyperspace, almost teasing me, maybe because I was expecting a long drawn out welcome...lil bit sad that good ole spice didn't miss me as much as I missed it lol. Im going to debate this also while I reflect on what to and how to integrate.

Thanks Nexus for helping me extract when I was a lurker, and for being a supportive community for me now as I continue my explorations.

mine was about 10 minutes or so. I know what you mean on feeling like you got teased. It was unlike anything I have ever experienced so I want to go back.

The LETS DO EET AGAIN feeling. yes, that's what I'm currently feeling as well. Got another chillum ready with my standard breakthrough dose, but don't want to do it again tonight as I'd feel bad about not properly integrating. Learned my lessons about that type of stuff the medium way a while back.

Two other house roommates just came home very drunk, one is against psychedelics but is very respectful of my use of them, the other has been experimenting with lsd and mdma this year and has been expressing interest in the spice, he says he wants to sit with me during one of my forthcoming excursions and talk to me to see if he really wants to go to the places possible to go to with DMT.

Anyway, after talking to the second one of those guys here for a while I've decided to give in to my more basal DO EET AGAIN feeling because when seriously considered it my inner voice hasn't said anything negative regarding going at a standard breakthrough dose, and the smaller previous dose has increased my confidence towards full breakthroughs again. Anyways, I'll give even basic-er impressions of this trip when I come back, 65mg, ash, then spice, then parsley(inert as not to get the dulling Corpus Collosum mentioned earlier )

Can Still taste that oily rez staining my lips. And shits still pretty weird(I swear a lot in my common speech, and I’ve been really striving to not curse here on the forums. However, that thought is making me feel restrained right now so I’m going to go ahead and let out whatever swear words happen to flow during the following explanation.

That was the epically awesome trip I had wanted earlier. I’m extremely just overjoyed I ventured through the veil. I typically do eyes open trips with eyes closed spaced sometimes during these, I’d say 85% of the time my eyes are open though. Eyes open, sitting in chair, took three very deep hits, first one tasted like parsley a lot, but dragged for a sec, after exhale already tripping, can’t stop and look around yet, feel pretty sad about that fact, take the next hit, aleady forgetting about breathing and pipes and the fact that I need to hit the spice to get here at all, when I’m there it feels like I’ve always been there, a thousand million years, and the fact that I’m holding a smoldering chillum with dmt residue is just like a non-sequiter like what the fuck is this thing for, pffft, should probably throw this away, don’t need that, but I fought all these thoughts in what must have been only ten seconds, exhaled a HUGE cloud of smoke and found I delighted in the taste. Really struggling I took the wriggling piece of glass that was vibrating with colors and geo fractals and took the lighter to it, it tasted...diesely, but in a good way. I really found myself enjoying the taste, which usually I don’t particularly care for. While holding this third and final hit in I allowed myself to fully become aware of what was happening around me and was immediatley astounded!!!! I exhaled, through the chillum and lighter and power object away so I could be free from anything and everything. I’ve been pussy footing around this bush here cause the next part is just the hardest part, nothing makes sense after my logical mind let go and said, go with it, you did your part and got three deep rips in, now just enjoy. So it was like a light show, every like theres squares in my design of living room, and they were just all dazzling with vibrant greens reds and oranges ,and changing to like blues yellows and rich burgandys. All in these checkerboarding patterns across everything. The other couch and chair both were dazzling colors too but already the images are fading and I can’t recall their colors. This trip was LONG at least 18 minutes of which most all of them were peak, come down was VERY like quick, one second peaking, next was like back to normal, no noticeable lingering after effects, after posting this I need cigarettes. There were pinpoints of light, that moved independtly of the furniture and colored squares that were flashing in various neon and deep colors(I’m partially color blind, red/green), but on DMT I see vivid what I believe to be reds and greens which I’ve never before seen in waking reality. I looked into my kitchen, similar colorful patterns emerged on the dishes and garbage cluttering the far counter(college house and all...), anyway, then what seemed like a hundred thousand thoughts all hit my brain all at once, vast information like my supercomputer potential unleased, in the zone of thinking, was crazy, realized I’ve been a little withdrawn lately, that I need to get in touch with my very good friend whom I’ve been neglecting, noticing the colorful green light from the cieling reflect off of the shimmering ivory opal empty milk jug I realized that I needed a cigarette, but that they were very bad to smoke, and they kill me very slowly and that if I didn’t smoke cigarettes my longs and throat would tolerate the spice vapor better, and I’d stop getting black lung, and cardiovascular issues, and etc. Anyways, so I said something to that affect out loud, or tried to, came out more or less like smoke no bad ciggarettes you no should do cigarettes anymore cause bad bad bad. So I was like alright, but I still feel the desire in my brain for one and stuff, and maybe I should try to walk to the gas station and get some its only couple blocks, oh but im tripping my fucking balls off, and I’d probably get in there and be like HOLY SHIT everything here is miraculous and you workers are all looking pretty heroic right now, and I just love everything, and I dont even remember why im here but thanks for being great. And so then I decided against that and started looking back into the living room where things were still entirely too crazy to even begin to comprehend any form of like pattern even, just random colors but like reaility was still here, and not really fractally, more in tact, the squares were like the same places each time, but with so many colors, colors colors, was a huge theme of this. So then I noted that this had been going on a long time, and that I’d been doing a very bad job of my usual mental note taking during trips, there was something in the air in front of me but I have no memory now of what it looked like or was. There was ground, tiles in kitchen like were swapping with each other by hopping over one another, I remember thinking leap frog. Then I laughed really long time outloud at something, and was very happy to have had such a long and enjoyable experience. Then it kept going, similar visuals, and etc, and I remember sensing that the spice was giving me ample time to absorb and collect the information I wanted to gather, like it was making up for teasing me the trip before this. I really was appreciative, and honestly felt close to tears by how happy I was feeling at this point from this amazing impressive super beautiful cascade of images and colors that I had been given access too. And enough time that I feel amazing about it, and don’t feel the need to go again for a while. Good and set.

This is long, and incredibly disjointed. I’m sorry, just wanted to get it up before I eat some leftover Jimmy Johns and crash. I promise to edit this and my previous report sometime before tomorrow 8pm.

Thanks again Nexus for all your support. Incredibly excited to be part of the continued work that happens here.